I fucked up Yea Forums
>Be me
>Be a faggot
>Have a boyfriend since october 2018
>Move out to another state to take a postgraduate course
>Not seeing my bf since january
>get invited to a party from a female friend of mine i havent seen in years
>go to said party
>meet a bicurious guy on that party
>he doesn't belive me when im say im gay
>get drunk after a couple of beers
>went to the bathroom with bicorius guy
>suck his cock to prove him im gay
>he finishes in my mouth
>I swallow and thank him
>he pulls out a condom
>tells me to wait for him in a bedroom up stairs
>i told him that we done enought
>continue partying
>get home the next day with a masive hangover
>get a text from the guy i drained his balls
>wants to meet up again
>get a phone call from BF
>we talk about how much we miss each other
>make plans to go out in a date when i go back home
>hang up
>started crying
>feel like shit
I cucked the most wonderul man i ever got, best relationship i ever had its now in danger because of my hornyness and being drunk, i love him so much and now i feel like shit.
Do i have to tell him what i done?
Do i keep it a secret?
I already blocked the guy i sucked his dick in all my social media and send some nudes to my boyfriend to mollify my guilt and when we talk on the phone told him i can't wait to have his dick again in my ass and that i miss his hot cum on my mouth, but its just to cover up the horrible thing i did.
