I fucked up Yea Forums

I fucked up Yea Forums

>Be me
>Be a faggot
>Have a boyfriend since october 2018
>Move out to another state to take a postgraduate course
>Not seeing my bf since january
>get invited to a party from a female friend of mine i havent seen in years
>go to said party
>meet a bicurious guy on that party
>he doesn't belive me when im say im gay
>get drunk after a couple of beers
>went to the bathroom with bicorius guy
>suck his cock to prove him im gay
>he finishes in my mouth
>I swallow and thank him
>he pulls out a condom
>tells me to wait for him in a bedroom up stairs
>i told him that we done enought
>continue partying
>get home the next day with a masive hangover
>get a text from the guy i drained his balls
>wants to meet up again
>get a phone call from BF
>we talk about how much we miss each other
>make plans to go out in a date when i go back home
>hang up
>started crying
>feel like shit


I cucked the most wonderul man i ever got, best relationship i ever had its now in danger because of my hornyness and being drunk, i love him so much and now i feel like shit.

Do i have to tell him what i done?
Do i keep it a secret?

I already blocked the guy i sucked his dick in all my social media and send some nudes to my boyfriend to mollify my guilt and when we talk on the phone told him i can't wait to have his dick again in my ass and that i miss his hot cum on my mouth, but its just to cover up the horrible thing i did.

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i have no sympathy for faggots but if you want legit advice, tell your bf about it and it'll crush him. he doesnt deserve you, you filthy manwhore

don't tell him and learn from your mistake you miserable cheating fuck

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get fucked

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The only way to reverse the fuck up is to have sex with a woman

Is it the best thing to do? I mean we both are very honest with each other, but this just crossed the line

The idea of getting close to a disgusting vagina ever again it's just repulsive

Dont tell and make sure it doesnt happen again, remember how bad you feel and think about how your partner would feel, cheating fuck

i think it's the other way around, i don't deserve such a wonderful man in my life and after what i done he deserves better than cheating slut like me

i get that im retarded and i fuck up words sometimes but you get what i mean. i hope you remember you'll never see yourself and him the same way.

it won't happen again that's for damn sure.
i never felt such shame and sense of guilt in my life.

Yeah you fucked up. At least you know you're a shitty person.
If you care about your boyfriend at all you'll tell him.
Let him decide if he wants to be with a cheating fuck or not.

I never be the same after this and that's a fact, but after what i did i just see him as the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me and i feel like i don't deserve such a nice guy, this just makes me feel like shit and make me realize that im so lucky that my boyfriend its such a magnificent human being

I'm fully aware that if i tell him what i did he its not only gonna be upset, but it will break his heart and i really dont want to hurt him any more, i already make enough damage to him by cheating on him, and he is the best boyfriend i ever had i really dont want to lose him for being a drunken whore because i know for a fact ill never find anyone as wonderful as he is

You already did enough by cheating on him. You should own up to it instead of creating a precedent of keeping secrets. If you really love him as much as you say, then either you shouldn't have cheated on him with some dude you only knew for five minutes, or you should come clean and be honest with him, because to me it sounds more like you love being loved, not him.

I know i already did enough damage to our relationship by cheating on him, and you are somehow right i like being loved, but that doesn't mean i dont do anything i can to make up for who much he has done to me and love him the same way he loves me, the fact i like being loved dosent mean i dont love him back

come on, you are in different area codes, its not cheating, its just some physical relief. Just keep it under your hat, it's surprisingly easy to live with this shit.

Let's not make up excuses, I cheated on him, you can call it whatever you want but sucking another dick that wasn't my boyfriends cock it's just plain wrong.
Keep it to myself may be the best thing to do, let some time go by then be honest with him and tell him at the right moment will be the best i can do to cover up the fact i'm a cheating whore.

don´t say any shit just keep the secret

There are two ways to solve it. Either you tell him right away or your gilt will fuck with you in the future, because as you said you are already triying to make up for something your boyfriend doesnt know about so he will find out eventually by noticing that you are behaving diverently towards hin. Or you try to make a triangular relationship out of this where evereybody benefits from your fuck up but this depends on how open you and your boyfriend are willing to make your relationship without risking to harm anybody involved.

What a fag

So your just selfish.
He deserves someone that wouldn't betray him like you did.
Hopefully he'll realize he's better off without you, and you're better of alone until you quit being so shitty

I know that i'll have to tell him eventually, but i already hurt him enough sucking some random guy cock and i know that when i tell him it's gonna destroy him i wanna take some time before being honest with him

You fucked up fagbro. You can either live with the guilt and say nothing or you can come clean and hope for the best. Neither option is easy. Personally, I think that you should man the fuck up and be honest with your boyfriend and hope that he will understand but also take the responsibility if he can't. We have all done horrible things to the people we love. I think that excepting the responsibility is the right thing to do.

Or you can just try to forget about it and move on. Your choice, queer.

I know it's selfish to love being loved by him but I do anything in my power to repay everything you have done for me either being a supportive partner and give him my inconditional love and support in hard times and hugh him when he really needs it, offer a shoulder where to cry or just pay him offering my body to him to make anything he wants with it.

I'll have to tell him sooner or later that's for sure, but i feel so bad in this moment that i dont think i'll be able to come clean with him, i prefer to tell him in person when i get back home after a couple of months of this incident, tell him right now will be not only hard for me but it will absolutly destroy him and i already hurt him enough and donk want to make more damage to this wonderful relationship,

You put yourself in a pretty shitty spot, but I think that acting out of emotion is how you got yourself here in the first place. You should feel awful, you did an awful thing but at least now you know how that feels. No matter what happens, learn from it and try to be better next time.

I already feel like shit and i know i did the most horrible thing i could ever do to my boyfriend, yes i was horny and drunk but that's no excuse, i really love my bf and nothing like this will ever happen again thats for damn sure, i dont wanna feel this overwhelming sense of guilt and that I'm a shitty person ever again in my life.
I just wanna make uo for what i did and sooner or later i'll have to come clean with him and in absolute honesty tell him i failed him.
But the fear or loosing the most wonderful relationship because of my awful mistake its overwhelming and makes me feel usless, powerless to fix the situation and i just end up cry in desesperation.

Your boyfriend is a fucking idiot. Of course faggots cheat, they are sexy crazed psychos. He should get himself a REAL WOMAN with pussy, not a fag with a poopy asshole. And fags don’t give better blowjobs. That’s a myth.

He was never cucked out, you are the cuck fag

Women have natural beauty, tits, ass , legs, pussy, feet, OP’s boyfriend should dump the CHEATER and get a woman

daily reminder that homosexuality is a mental disease and should be treated as such

Know what might be best? Talk to your boyfriend about having freedom to "play" when you arent close enough to please one another. You can limit it to oral or touch only depending on what you are most comfortable with.

I'm gay too, stop trying to turn your gay relationship into a straight one. Gays dont have to be monogamous to be happy. Ive been with my boyfriend for years because we each understand that the other has desires and that isnt a bad thing or anything to be guilty about

If he isn't open to you being yourself, playing with other guys and all, then honestly he isnt for you.

i have the same situation but im not a fucking fag, feeling the same as you, dont know what to do

You wavered your right to worry about how he'd feel about it when you cheated on him.
>You already do not deserve him anymore
>By not telling him you will be hurting him with even more dishonesty

You are putting far too much emphasis on how this makes you feel. It's about him now. Tell the man you cheated on him and hope you get lucky.

Yeah because pussys are always better than cocks right?

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Sense most of the replies are just calling you a faggot, I’ll give you some serious advice. Tell him, but make sure you do it in the right way, and you’re gonna want to do it asap. The longer you wait the worse it will make it hurt him, and the more likely he is to leave you. I’d say call him, like right now. Before you say anything, before you even say hello, (preferably crying because it makes you seem venerable and will subconsciously make him have sympathy for you) tell him you’re so sorry but you’ve done something awful, he will at this time know in his heart what you’ve done but you have to tell him now. Start crying harder as he asks you what you mean, and tell him, spare the details of course as this paints a better picture in his head and will make it harder for him to take. Apologize again, if he hasn’t hung up the phone yet chances are you got him.
Make the crying seem as real as you can, or if you’re actually crying exaggerate it. Cry like you just watched your mama burn alive in front of you.

Even though you are wrong for cheating, and you need to realize that, I hope the best for you user.

>And fags don’t give better blowjobs. That’s a myth.

So you are implying had your cock sucked by another man.
That's pretty gay, you are gay now, see you in the pride parade fag.

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Spoken like a true fag. Nice biased comparison that means absolutely nothing too lmao

I don't like open relationships, im a pretty jealous person and dont want to share my man with no one, also i only want to belong to my boyfriend and no one else, i already offered him my soul and body to him and a relationship either straight or gay its a bond betwen two people that hopefully will last for a lifetime.

Faggots are never loyal, I'm sure your bf has cheated on you. Just be honest with each other. I'm sure you'll be having degenerate orgies in no time. Many such cases.

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You had sex while taking a break. I don't see what the big deal is.

You should tell him btw. repressed emotions=shitty relationship

I know i have to tell him and i dont want to wait long to do it because the sense of guilt is overwhelming and i don't know how long i can keep this a secret.
Im out of the city we bout live in because of the postgraduate course im taking, I think its best for both of us tell him right infront of him in person, and i'll absolutly cry infront of him i been crying since i hang up after he called me, this guilt trip its the most horrible emotional pain i ever felt in years and i will apologize more than one time because what i did was unfair an just an awful thing to do, and just hope he can forgive me.

Ignoring the responses that tell you to tell him will only make the trauma worse in the long run

Can you be more detailed how you drained the guys balls? You a fuckin slut I wish I would’ve been there you’d have drained my big balls too while on your knees

True

I'm fully aware that the longer i keep this hidden the more difficult our relationship its gonna get and the overwhelming sense of guilt it's just gonna get worse, I just wanna wait until the right moment comes up so i can be honest with him.

Im gonna tell him that's for sure, i just dont think its the most appropriate thing doing it right now and via phone call and not not right in front of him that would be a cowardly thing to do, i want to come clean with him and i want to tell him in person not in the safety of the distance that a phone call can give me.

That guy is always going to know what it felt like nutting in your mouth and soft lips.. wow what a whore you are

Here people are full on cheating and I still can’t get a good morning text bruh

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My boyfriend and I had our sexual intercurse, he has punded my ass so many times also he came inside my ass and mouth so many times that both of us will never forget each other in a long time, but again we only fucked each other, so me cheating on him its the most awful thing i could ever done to him.
I know i acted like a complete fucking usless slut with no other value than having other man use me as a cumhole, and i'll never forget this, i just wanna come clean with my bf and hope he can forgive me because the guilt its just horrible and overwhelming.

maybe because you just don't have the balls to ask a person out and find the happiness of a relationship

not him, but yeah you probably shouldn't tell him
this is on you though user, be more careful next time

YOU have

>Studying secondary education
>Has a loving relationship
>Social and economic advantage due to affirmative action tilting prospects in your favour
>Gets invited out to parties regularly
>Fucks it up by cheating on partner

Yeah, get fucked.
You deserve everything that happens.

Faggots "cheat" on each other all the time because you're disgusting perverts. No doubt he's done it to you many times. Get yourself some electroshock therapy or something to stop being a deganerate.

>I know i acted like a complete fucking usless slut with no other value than having other man use me as a cumhole

You naughty lil slut just accept that’s what you are

Yes vagina disgusting... i have never seen one like the image you provided

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Yeah, because straight couples never cheat on each other it's just a faggots thing

Yes because we all know that all women are models without any bodyfat, slim figures, pink clits and delicate vaginal lips who shave their fuckholes

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be honest and open, relationships where you're hiding things from your partner are the worst thing ever.

They are, and i will have to be honest with him

don't worry too much, just be honest about what happened and be genuine about feeling bad about it.