Where I'm from being admitted to a clinic or even talking to a counsellor, psychologist or mental health practitioner goes on record and will have affect on everything you do
What's the point?
For me, I have borderline personality disorder, type 2 bi-polar, anxiety and depression. I've had a long history of self harm and suicide attempts but I managed to seek help and I was put on some meds and was put through therapy. The first cocktail of meds were shit and actually made everything worse! Then I went to hospital as I was hearing voices and I was terrified! They chenged my meds and we've been slowly getting the levels right. In the last 12 months I've had no med changes and I feel like I used to 5 years ago. I'm stable and happy and can have meaningful relationships. If I hadn't asked for help I'd be dead or trying to die. Please seek help. I don't know you and I'm probably on the other side of the world but it would mean a lot if you could seek help...
I appreciate your post, but our cases are different. I'm perfectly healthy aside from this slice of depression. I'm not really suicidal or have made any attempts. I'm just bored of life I think.
I couldn't KMS because of family anyway.
Never self harmed or tried to take my life yet, literally a coward. I often lay awake thinking about and charade shooting myself in the head. I've really thought it through. I can't bring myself to tell anyone about it though for a thousand reasons. Don't know how people worse of than me can be happy.