What's the point?

I'd say we're pretty much the same, not really an answer though is there? I've thought about just waiting until it gets really shit and sorting means out then

Depends who finds it? And not British but close.

I figured I'd just quit my job and let things get ban enough to force my fight or flight reflex to fix my life... but I figured that would be an extremely shit experience.

It's worrying posting this without any VPN come to think of it. But like they say, don't take anything here seriously. Can tell we're both not joking though.

Seek help OP, I've been there. I was there in Aug '17, that was my first attempt. If you ask for help it's not weakness but strength to seek out help. Please talk to someone. Much love OP.

Not OP but hard to talk to someone about it. Risk of being admitted to a mental hospital or other's finding out. I seem happy and my life seems 100% fine, absolutely nothing to complain about really. Difficult sitch.

This is a depressing bit of good news, the Health are system is so overworked and under invested they only hospitalise the most sever cases. I was an outpatient for all of my treatment, I'm no there yet but each day is a bit better than the day before

what do they even do or treat you for?
I've never liked the idea of taking meds to "fix" anything related to personality.

Holy shit man, we must be fucking related I swear

I guess there's a lot of people like us. Doesn't surprise me to be honest, it's not like we tlk to people about it.