I meant your idea but okay lol
Work/School Anxiety thread
yeah but when you're a paramedic you get access to the morphine right
I mean maybe but... I dead guys a dead guy.
Unless its a kid, who the fuck cares?
I dunno, I haven't watched too many DIE in front of me, lots of DOA/DOS and codes.
Fuck morphine, Ketamine and Fentanyl
ketamine and fentanyl are routinely carried in ambulances?
Soo...nice one Elon!
Strokes were always the worst for me.
ol dude has a stroke, they med him up, his family sees him hes normal They think he's better, and done with it. gets to MRI and fucking dies in the machine.
I made the mistake of getting to know a patient one too many times.
I had a mother OD in front of her children. I had seen her pretending to have sciatica in the ER earlier in the week.
Little shit that fucked with me as an EMT that made me decide that marijuana was ultimately a better time than what i was doing, even if I was getting free drinks for it.
speaking of drinks-
I also hated the pageantry a lot of the medics put on. You have to have a hero complex to do that job.
Yeah man, except ketamine, every service I worked for had fent.
My service carries Ketamine for Long term pain management and injuries resulting in increased ICP
Fent is just badass as fuck and great for short term pain management.
i had such bad anxiety during an exam one time that I nearly passed out.
>fucking calculus professor sucked dick at teaching,
>would continuously improperly answer questions.
>get to exam,
>motherfucking thing is packed with shit i asked questions about
>can't do the problems fast enough because I wasted all my time figuring out how to do them in the first place (days of time)
>realize I'm probably about to get the worse score on an exam in my entire life by a large margin
>bite knuckle so hard trying to hide my anxiety from TA standing nearby
>about to pass out
>TA asks me if i'm ok
> ignore the faggot
>hand in exam
>nearly blew my brains out later because of frustration about aforementioned asked questions
work place relationships generally dont work out, because relationships generally dont work out. that aside if you want to go for it its gonna be hard to lie to yourself you fucked on the job, everyone knows what happens in the office eventually, secondly, youre going to have a fucking hard to living it down when it starts to get serious...and then its gonna eat your up inside when you realize how fucked up it really is, its gonna get really really fucked up and youre going to want an out, but nothing is going to be fucked up as that first kiss over a chronic druggie that overdosed in the back of a psycho-scooter.