Been secretly utilizing benzos, coke and opiates for a year or two(dosages so low its hardly even abuse...

how do I upvote this?

you need a Yea Forums pass

I already have Yea Forums pass
No captcha for this nibba XD
but i ste\ill cant find the option

youd reflect on your shit and realize how much you fucked up.

youtube.com/watch?v=oXkTZ-TmJ6o

you must be shadowbanned

> both are pretty gud
Yeah no shit. They are the best drugs. They're still awful because they will destroy your life real fast

You are clearly addicted, obviously they feel good you retard. If you wanna live numb the rest of your life go ahead, but i guarantee you will regret it. I come from a lower class area so I know countless people who have abused benzos, opiates, meth etc. They all end up narcissistic, paranoid and unbearable to be around, which is what you sound like.
100% this, take some lsd and turn your life around OP it's never to late.

are all benzos like xanax? bc I don't see how that's fun you just fall asleep and forget everything

Fuck off I already hate myself and regret everything Ive ever done
all these fucking pop-psychology "mindfulness" retards are like
just reflect on yourself and be introspective" but none of them tell you what to do once you realize you're a despicable piece of shit(other than kill yourself i mean). "Just change bro" XD

>"Just change bro" XD
wow it's like you already know the answer but are too delusional to accept it. How am I not surprised.
You can change but you are too scared to face yourself and make that change.

Not really, valium is more easy going and pretty subtle

Opiates honestly feel good but are too expensive, benzos help fastforward through the gaps

also
>Doing drugs for fun
lmao, the point is not to have fun its to avoid killing yourself
Having fun was never an option

Thisx1000
Just be happy without drugs and shower daily OP

also watch Got and Marvel superhero movies :)

Stop trying so hard to fit in, no one cares. All you did was bump the thread and make yourselves look like reddit refugees by whining so much about reddit on a regular basis. I would never even think about reddit if it wasn't brought up here so much.

>I would never even think about reddit
ok this is hyperbole, lets be honests we all have accounts and browse and post on at least /r/music, /r/indieheads. and /r/news or something

I get pissed off at all the blogposts on here, this is the music board not fucking /r9k/. I absolutely loathe attention seekers and people who beg for pity.

>excuses
I guarantee I know people who have had 1000x worse lives then you and are sober. Get a grip you crybaby, benzos and opiates will never make you happy and will only slightly delay you killing yourself.
Things will get better if you make the change but its on you, noone else can help.
If you need something to take the edge off, drink beers or smoke weed til you can atleast regain control of your life.

>we all have accounts and browse and post
no

livejournal.com

lol looks like somebody got downvoted for their shitty takes and is mad at the entire websight
THose grapes sure are bitter huh buddy?

Nah man this thread is reddit as fuck
speak for yourself

This is a garbage post and saying "Music for this feel?" at the end of it does not make it music related. Please overdose ASAP.

It’s almost as if I bumped it on purpose. Guess you don’t enjoy the chaos these threads cause because you seem pretty mad.

i've literally never posted on reddit

yeah sure, none of us have ;)

Ill see you back on the mother sub brother

>projecting
none of us use reddit, go back newfag

how about you stay there instead of coming here and being a fag

Nice blogpost. Fuck off back to R-eddit. No one cares.