Is anyone else on this board strongly considering killing themselves if their music career doesn't end up taking off in...

what does being recognized on a shitty ass imageboard or "music critique" website mean anyway? i think that there's more to life than that

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I don't want to do anything else either, but I have little time for writing music anymore thanks to work. Making me feel very blackpilled, and whenever I do come up with something I always hate it. It all sickens me.

Sure, but I was talking about being actually successful, not "people talk about you on some dumb website." Actually successful in music so that you don't have to spend the rest of your life slaving away at some shitty job, like is describing, which is one of the big things that makes me want to commit suicide.

Seek professional help ASAP

there are a few artists i know who don't have careers who i think are the best artists alive that i know of and they haven't killed themselves and so i will not kill myself

i might kill myself because my music resembles nothing else in existence and i experience extreme fear and psychosis because of it though

how much time do you have left, OP?

I'm 23 now and I'm thinking 28 might be the right age to do it. So, five years. Gonna put out one more album and try to play more shows and take it from there, if no one gives a shit about it/nothing comes of any of it I'll have my answer.

I have a theory that such an attitude might be preventing some people from making good music

If you kill yourself over that then it shows your music was never worth listening to.