You make being attractive seem amazing. In reality I’m not a good looking dude and I’m only 5’4”... it’s no joke when I tell you I never get looks from anyone in public. Never felt desired or had anyone of the opposite sex go out of their way for me. And I understand why. Shits just out of my control. I have a lot of friends I wouldn’t say I’m weird but it never works out. I guess gaining some muscle would help my physique a little.
Been a neet for a year now. Do nothing but browse Yea Forums, watch anime...
Kayden Moore
Charles Morris
First part sounds very similar to me, after college I was a NEET on and off for like 3 years. When I say on and off I mean I had a relative in the construction contractor business who I would work for whenever he needed me so I would do shitty construction work alongside illegal immigrants and white trash.
Because I had no practical skills I was given only grunt work, and yeah it made me stronger, but I was never eager to work I dreaded it most of the time and the pay was like $8-10 an hour in a really high cost of living area, so it was shit.
During this time, around 6 months after graduating college my father passed away and it was too much for me because he was my best friend. I couldn't handle the emotions because I guess I am naturally weak or something so I instinctively killed my emotions and just became a hollow emotionless husk.
I eventually stopped working completely and was full on NEET for over a year. My relative who I had worked for was pretty surprised, he thought I would man up from this experience and meet the world head on with new determination.
Instead I was totally crushed, defeated, and empty. I was already pretty fucked up long before my father's passing, but this just cemented my nihilism.
Days, weeks, months, years flying by without any meaningful experiences whatsoever. I wish I had been able to turn it around like you, but I guess I'm too beta, never had a gf, couldn't make progress with girls I had interest in.
Blake Butler
Honestly I didn't have that problem, I'm 6'3" and at my peak was ripped at 195 lbs. If I was 5'4" I'd make being in great physical condition a major priority. Even starting by doing push-ups, situps, and squats in your room until muscle exhaustion would be a start. When you begin, you'll only be able to do a couple of each, bit if you max everyday you'll be buff in a month.
Andrew Rivera
Brother that's tough but I put myself in a very similar place, although I didn't lose my father - which I can't imagine, because my dad is awesome too. I was agoraphobic, afraid to leave the house, and had immense anxiety and depression.
It sounds like you had the same opportunity as I did, but can find it easier. My physical labor job was with white trash and illegals too. That's what helped - by default I was often put in charge on job sites. Use anything as an opportunity to be the best at that time, if you're doing shit physical labor be the hardest working shit physical laborer on the site.
Maybe with time, and showing you're putting in the maximum effort, your uncle can move you into a foreman position? Maybe he's seeing if you have what it takes to move up?
Sorry for typos I'm banging this out on my phone.
Daniel Scott
Unemployed, throat destroyed
Connor Davis
Get as comfy as you can, then kill yourself. You're going to get so accustomed to the comfort that it will become unbearable to exert yourself later once you see how blissful it is to be NEET. Get death over with before the rug is swept out from underneath you.
Hunter Hall