MY FIRST TIME

>14, and emotionally unstable because I had just been rejected by a girl I was dating.
>A year younger girl takes interest and we start hanging out.
>One day she is over and we are alone, asks if I want her to take her clothes off.
>Was shocked, but shock turned to Alpha-lust, Said firmly “That would be a good idea.”
>No condom and she is a V too.
>Thrusts hips up at my cock like a pro
>I pull out and shoot on her stomach.
>She starts telling people what we did, and it gets to where everybody knows.
>I’m a private person so this was embarrassing for me, especially when the girl I was infatuated with prior finds out.
>Deny it happened and got mad at her
>She runs away a month later to her dads and has a miscarriage on the way.
>Her mom apparently didn’t believe her when she said she thought she was pregnant and refused to take her to doctor.
>Because of complications she can never have children.
>Wish there was an undo button on life events.

California is still majority white in every way except numerically, politically, and culturally