I give good advice

Maybe someday humans will evolve to accept this behavior. As of now the vast majority of humans are disgusted by it.

Cyinide

you still can't tell me how it effects you

Quick but agonizing.

Ehhh let the Faggot feel pain

Ignore the nihilist faggot. The meaning is there, you just haven't found it. Begin by structuring your life in the most basic way so that you can say you're not a lazy bastard. Adopt meditation to disassociate from yourself and give you an objective view of reality separate from your depressive ego. Always start with a foundation.

>how it affects me

The baphomet feeds off your gay energy and is empowered. Hes probably more powerful than Lucifer because of you (and feminists sacrificing children). Oh wow how does it affect me