It's time for late nite chats again Yea Forums
Tell us what's on your mind, how you feel in life. Why you are up so late. What answers do you need. Bog boy only big boi talks here. Make it deep.
It's time for late nite chats again Yea Forums
I think I'm on the autism spectrum, but can't say for sure.
I want to die but will never have the balls to do it
I'm up late trying to channel my creative flow but really just smoking weed and wasting time.
I had a passing thought that consciousness is little more than the continuatiom of conversation/communication away from other humans.
Due to you building language from text or interactions with other humans, you are limited to the words within your vocabulary, meaning you're limited by the amount of exposure you've had to communication whether that be via text or voice.
This means that, despite being yours, your thoughts are rarely constructed outside of the words and thoughts of others. An internal collage of all conversations you've had.
This of course means your internal monologue is little more than a conversation with yourself through everyone you've interacted with (whether directly, or through a medium of text) previously.
This would also mean that the idea of a "Human Consciousness" that exists between all humans is, what I call, "The Conversation," which is an amalgamation/summation of all conversations (both internal and external) all humans are having.
[This worries me, because, if true, "The Conversation" has a fundemental effect on the direction we as a species move in. The reason I think this is because, simply put, whatever idea (at any moment) that dominates The Conversation is quite literally the dominate idea permiating through all human conversation, which translates to both serious subconscious effects on our actions and (when remembering that communication is used to organize other humans) {iff I'm correct} should someone have the resources to do so, directing The Conversation would be a fucking cakewalk so long as you never give away it's existence].
Of course this would also mean, technically speaking, we all only really have one mind explicitly expressed through conversation that we elect to take a piece of and maintain within ourselves.
This guy thinks
This also helped me realize that, within your mind, there is very little difference between reading something innternally/inside your head and thinking it. You're still just firing neurons responsible for language processing and neurons responsible for commiting things to memory, and with that being the case, someone malicious could create something in written form to explicitly take advantage of this.
I can never seem to hold on to passion. I'll find a source of inspiration that might spark a deep, burning passion for life and give me a real goal to work towards, but then it fades by the next morning (afternoon) and I just keep living in zombie mode until something else snaps me out of it for a moment. I lift, I eat, I binge mindless media, I drink, then I sleep. I'll add things to the routine every now and then, but it's like I'm trapped in this cyclical mentality, where any step outside the routine takes immense mental effort.