Sometimes - I wish snorting these god damn things would just kill me already

Sometimes - I wish snorting these god damn things would just kill me already.

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Thats the whole point of doing adderal instead stupid. If you wanna fuck yourself switch to meth.

Adderall is easier to access.
Meth requires knowing people and having a fat wallet, wondering into dangerous neighborhoods.

These are given to me for free by a 'doctor'.
But the tolerance keeps on climbing. And I find myself going to new extremes to feel the same that I use to once upon a time.

Adderall will do that to you. Eventually you will be taking it and it won't do anything at all.

Might as well quit. It is fucking painful and you might want to kys in the process but it is worth it. Find another doctor and tell them you want to quit.

I was expecting only shit posts to my thread. I didn't really care because I just wanted to get this off my chest anonymously. But - Thank you user.
I appreciate your not so useless commentary.

I know deep down that the only way is to buckle down and let this drug go. I just can't envision going through with it. That's no one's fault but my own though.

Adderrall is the part of meth that gives you the good feels without all the parts of meth that destroy your brain/body. Amphetamines are a shit tier drug for retards. Quit being a retard and sell those fucking things yourself.

Been diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and adderall doesn’t do shit for me but help me focus. I have about 300 pills from neglect. I wish it got me high OP.

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It does destroy your brain/body though. It's no safer than Meth. It's quite literally meth with a cozy little repaint to look harmless. And it's easier to obtain.
As far as retardation goes, sure. I do in fact had Attention Deficit, and I do feel less than typical and disadvantaged. Yeah - I'm a retard. A weak willed retard.

It's bizzare. I been told and read for myself the pills can not make you high if you are really ADHD.
But it's a hard to explain 'up' that it gives me. I've done many things - shrooms, lsd, percs, pot, molly.... all which give you the typical 'high' ... but Adderall is different.
I can't really call it 'high' ... but confident... it gives me the 'can do' feeling .... and allows me to zone into one thing at a time.
And if you have been scatter brained and disinterested in everything all your life -- I guess it can sort of feel like a 'high'. Perhaps it's just me though.
I know all i do is sleep on and off and am unable to finish a single video without it. But on it I can smash a whole math lesson, project, and become sociable. I feel like a nerotypical.

You’re being way too hard on yourself. Does the shit help you with your day to day? I don’t mean drug abuse withdrawals but if it helps you focus and function to do your best then there’s a reason to take it.
Having an attention deficit doesn’t make you a retard.

I take it for 3 or 4 days a week if I want it to actually work. Otherwise it just doesnt work that much thereafter.

You gotta regulate.

send my your extra before you die.

I have used adderall for a couple of months and had the same problem, after a while of continuous use. Tolerance kept going up, side effects increase and the high starts fading.

I'd recommend you to take a break. This will make adderall's high much better again.

Abusing it does make me a retard though, a weak willed one.
Regardless if my excuse is tolerance, its not a good excuse.

Addressing the word retard, I was simply adopting what word the other user used.

Whatever you want to call this condition - it's not normal. I'm less than average, I feel fustratedly hopeless and slow all too often. Struggling at the most average of math and certain concepts. Unable to remember some books or sentences I just read, feeling autistic in social settings, or dismissive when I should be trying to learn but I uncontrollably day dream instead.

It. Fucking. Sucks.

The pill kind of takes the edges off... but even that is waning. And I feel gross- I feel sick being dependent on a substance that could be taken from me without a second thought and be left even less functional than I already was.....

That's the long end of it.

I have ADHD but Adderall (and other stimulants) do get me high. I expierence the same effects, altough I don't get stimulated at low doses

I have it too and I couldn’t describe my experience better myself.
Best way to relate is taking NZT-48

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Interesting. Either you are a rare case according to documentary and doctors, or you aren't afraid to admit the truth. Maybe both.

I do feel your pain, It makes you more confident, energetic, focused and motivated. Altough Adderall will solve your these issues in the short term, but long term you won't solve any issues. You'd probably end up with more issues if you keep on using it without taking any breaks.

this. once or twice a week for me and I only have 5mg