Sometimes - I wish snorting these god damn things would just kill me already.
Sometimes - I wish snorting these god damn things would just kill me already
Thats the whole point of doing adderal instead stupid. If you wanna fuck yourself switch to meth.
Adderall is easier to access.
Meth requires knowing people and having a fat wallet, wondering into dangerous neighborhoods.
These are given to me for free by a 'doctor'.
But the tolerance keeps on climbing. And I find myself going to new extremes to feel the same that I use to once upon a time.
Adderall will do that to you. Eventually you will be taking it and it won't do anything at all.
Might as well quit. It is fucking painful and you might want to kys in the process but it is worth it. Find another doctor and tell them you want to quit.
I was expecting only shit posts to my thread. I didn't really care because I just wanted to get this off my chest anonymously. But - Thank you user.
I appreciate your not so useless commentary.
I know deep down that the only way is to buckle down and let this drug go. I just can't envision going through with it. That's no one's fault but my own though.
Adderrall is the part of meth that gives you the good feels without all the parts of meth that destroy your brain/body. Amphetamines are a shit tier drug for retards. Quit being a retard and sell those fucking things yourself.
Been diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and adderall doesn’t do shit for me but help me focus. I have about 300 pills from neglect. I wish it got me high OP.
It does destroy your brain/body though. It's no safer than Meth. It's quite literally meth with a cozy little repaint to look harmless. And it's easier to obtain.
As far as retardation goes, sure. I do in fact had Attention Deficit, and I do feel less than typical and disadvantaged. Yeah - I'm a retard. A weak willed retard.
It's bizzare. I been told and read for myself the pills can not make you high if you are really ADHD.
But it's a hard to explain 'up' that it gives me. I've done many things - shrooms, lsd, percs, pot, molly.... all which give you the typical 'high' ... but Adderall is different.
I can't really call it 'high' ... but confident... it gives me the 'can do' feeling .... and allows me to zone into one thing at a time.
And if you have been scatter brained and disinterested in everything all your life -- I guess it can sort of feel like a 'high'. Perhaps it's just me though.
I know all i do is sleep on and off and am unable to finish a single video without it. But on it I can smash a whole math lesson, project, and become sociable. I feel like a nerotypical.