I know this is a really bad idea but I needed a place to vent about my problems and I thought this is as good a place...

you?

youtube.com/watch?v=wEPog_WdPE4
when those about you lose their heads, then my son you shall be a man

I'm not the one that wanted to go to therapy and dont got money and I've already tried violence

Make a plan for your life and follow through with it, make sure its a good one that results in at least some success, like a good paycheck or your own business. If you have to go to Uni go to a country where its free, like Finland. Discipline is your new mantra. Failure is not an option. Keep to a 3 day a week excercise routine and never stop. You're young, learn from the mistakes those around you have made. If you work hard to become successful, good things will happen to you. If you have a stable life you can have a wife and kids and a home and all the cool toys like sports cars and speedboats, if you don't want these things then continue being a failure and rot in your own despair alone, like me.
One final word of advice: I know religion sucks but theres one important quote that is very relevant. The wages of sin is death. This means if you live a sinful life your results wil lead you to your death quicker than you should. Of course if you hate life, this is probably a good thing. So take what you want from it. Good luck user.

Thx

I didn't read it all but regular routine and setting your mind to something you want to achieve / like sounds good.

Good luck mate depression is a chemical imbalance you drew the short straw much like I have some other issue and I drew another short one, still we soldier one because we aren't pussies so get the fuck back up over that trench and fight on, man!

Or you could be like bhad bharbie, say rrally interlgent things, be a great rapper, super postitive and always on my snapchat scrrt scrrt

Doesn't matter what you do user, just get paid for it.

Look bro. I dont know if this could help u enough, because my english i fucking bad. But i can say that at least you know your situation. You know you are fucked up and your life does not like u. And for u to realice that, was needed a mature mind. And if u are mature enough to do that, u can do something about that too. Life is hard shit, and it will slap u ass lots of times more. But u are the only one who decides if slap back and fuck that bitch. Take those fucking drogs a throw them to the bathroom without thinking. And go out to breath some air. Go to some place where u can find ure self and talk with u. ¿What do u what? ¿What kind of life do u want for u? ¿Do u wanna be like ure father? ¿What u need to do then? And over all things, look for some help. We, as humans, cant do everything alone. We need help "De a huevo" like we said in Mex. I know u can do it. And if it helps Watch One piece - Anime, is the fuckin shit.

Also I need to tell you OP if you're still here, there are people who will pretend to be your friend but are actually trying to lead you into failure. Call them who/whatever, bad influences, peer pressure, bullies, psychopaths, whatever, try to recognise them and don't be afraid to just tell them to fuck off when they mess with you. Don't let anyone distract you from your goals. And don't let anyone poison your mind or body, they do it to make you fail so they can succeed easier.