I know this is a really bad idea but I needed a place to vent about my problems and I thought this is as good a place as any.
Hi I'm a 14 year old boy that is depressed. As for why I'm depressed I dont know. It might be because my dad us a cocaine addict who also sells of the fact my parents are divorced. It might be because I have had 3 friends commit suicide and another one threatening too. It might also be my past of when I was younger. Back then I saw shadow people who would tell me to kill my friends. I dont see ththeththem anymore though. Even still I have turned to drugs and alchohal to give me moments of happiness and peace. I also know most of you dont give 2 shits. But to those who do dont send me any therapy links. I've tried therapy it does not help me. If you ha e anything to say pls do I dont care if its hurtful or not I just want to talk.
I'm not the one that wanted to go to therapy and dont got money and I've already tried violence
Brandon Jones
Make a plan for your life and follow through with it, make sure its a good one that results in at least some success, like a good paycheck or your own business. If you have to go to Uni go to a country where its free, like Finland. Discipline is your new mantra. Failure is not an option. Keep to a 3 day a week excercise routine and never stop. You're young, learn from the mistakes those around you have made. If you work hard to become successful, good things will happen to you. If you have a stable life you can have a wife and kids and a home and all the cool toys like sports cars and speedboats, if you don't want these things then continue being a failure and rot in your own despair alone, like me. One final word of advice: I know religion sucks but theres one important quote that is very relevant. The wages of sin is death. This means if you live a sinful life your results wil lead you to your death quicker than you should. Of course if you hate life, this is probably a good thing. So take what you want from it. Good luck user.
Levi Wood
Thx
Grayson Miller
I didn't read it all but regular routine and setting your mind to something you want to achieve / like sounds good.
Good luck mate depression is a chemical imbalance you drew the short straw much like I have some other issue and I drew another short one, still we soldier one because we aren't pussies so get the fuck back up over that trench and fight on, man!
Isaac Jones
Or you could be like bhad bharbie, say rrally interlgent things, be a great rapper, super postitive and always on my snapchat scrrt scrrt
Jaxson Gray
Doesn't matter what you do user, just get paid for it.
Ayden Phillips
Look bro. I dont know if this could help u enough, because my english i fucking bad. But i can say that at least you know your situation. You know you are fucked up and your life does not like u. And for u to realice that, was needed a mature mind. And if u are mature enough to do that, u can do something about that too. Life is hard shit, and it will slap u ass lots of times more. But u are the only one who decides if slap back and fuck that bitch. Take those fucking drogs a throw them to the bathroom without thinking. And go out to breath some air. Go to some place where u can find ure self and talk with u. ¿What do u what? ¿What kind of life do u want for u? ¿Do u wanna be like ure father? ¿What u need to do then? And over all things, look for some help. We, as humans, cant do everything alone. We need help "De a huevo" like we said in Mex. I know u can do it. And if it helps Watch One piece - Anime, is the fuckin shit.
John Brown
Also I need to tell you OP if you're still here, there are people who will pretend to be your friend but are actually trying to lead you into failure. Call them who/whatever, bad influences, peer pressure, bullies, psychopaths, whatever, try to recognise them and don't be afraid to just tell them to fuck off when they mess with you. Don't let anyone distract you from your goals. And don't let anyone poison your mind or body, they do it to make you fail so they can succeed easier.
Bentley Nelson
i remember asking Yea Forums for help when i was underage,only to be called a faggot and to kms.good times.whatever you dcide do not consider suicide.just keep going bro,we are all gonna make it