Femanon here, just got my heart broken for the first time, how to get over it asap? No drugs...

It depends on how it has ended. But don't be in a hurry, sometimes being alone for a bit is way better than a shitty relationship. Try to care about your own things for a while, you'll get a bit better day by day. Advice first, now would you be so kind and show us your titties?

it's not outside, it's inside. take control of your emotions inside. You're self aware are you not? If you're aware you are sad, do happy things, if you feel you're going to make things worse, fucking don't.
People act like they have no ability to control their emotions.
Bull, they do, but it takes will power and actually being smart about things rather than just trying to flick them and off like a switch.

Music helps me a lot, will try. But I have kinda busy month right now, don't know if I'm gonna find time for book or other hobbies

have a meaningless summer fling, it'll help a lot. if you're alone during the whole summer, you'll just become depressed.

Ehm. It's not about finishing the book. It's about doing tasks that either allows your thoughts to wander and go through what's troubling you, or that helps you emotionally recharge and ground yourself.

You don't have to spend a LOT of time on it, but generally, if you're in emotional turmoil, spending 1 hour reading can save 3 hours of lying in bed and being unable to fall asleep.

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That's actually something I would say. And you are right. For all these years I keep my shit together and have emotions under control, why should this be any different.
Thank you, I just realized I'm overreacting and really acting like a whiny fag... Wow I just needed to hear that u guess

just don't be stupid about stuff and you'll get through it.

now show me your taint for fun.

don't repress stuff, just don't be stupid about it

and by don't be stupid i mean don't make things worse. Don't take on responsibility that isn't yours. Don't bother with blame. And make sure to look after yourself.

Also show me your taint cause seriously. bored af.