I put up stupid random gaming clip videos on my youtube, to no real subscribers...

As opposed to having a disability and using it to... make lemonade? Become a millionaire?

Maybe I'll legitimately like some of your shit, maybe I won't.

You can't be such a faggot fearing if people like or dislike your shit.

I literally suggested he look for work, he explained why that would be hard.

Mentioning a handicap when asked about a topic it affects is not "using it as a device to gain sympathy".

You guys scared him off :(

Was a bitch anyway

He wasn't rude to anyone. Unlike some other people here.

Anyways, OP.

You have been given a bad start, but you've worked it really well to get this far. You should continue doing that. You can get much further in life than those medical staff realize.

You can probably do something that earns you a little income, and even if you can't, you can volunteer or do other things to find meaning in life.

Your terrible past will still affect you, but it can also make you much more humble, and you'll probably be a much better listener than 99% of people, which is a rare skill.

Take care man. You deserve to be loved too. *hugs*