Encounters with good people for valuable exchanges are my sole reason for coming back to this anime rape dungeon year after year, so thank you, man!
I don't think that anyone can talk somebody into change, just as little as anyone can preach you into faith - it all has to come from the inside. I was definitely living in hell and I had gotten myself there through shitty life choices, I knew this and thought death was the only way out but just like you I was too scared to just do it, so I took the slow route. Though it started out as self medication it just doesn't hold up for long.
Depression isn't a choice to begin with, not for most people at least, but to get out is. But going back to the "nobody can talk you into change" which is true, but you at least need to know what the options are. Arrogant goody two shoes made me shy away even more from the way out, but once I definitely hit rock bottom, at least I remembered what I had been told before and was finally ready to accept it, and once you get it, you get it - and it seems really simple
I still use weed recreationally and it's not ideal, but at least it's not to run away from myself. Or to make life bearable
Shrooms vs LSD
how old are you brotha? just curious because I wonder what brings us back here year after year. yeah you are right though, I've straight up denied help from people I love because you have to help yourself before anything. it's so cliched but everything we need does come from within. you totally get it though and I think weve had similar experiences. truly though once you get it you really get it, it is literally like flipping a switch. things you've heard for 20+ years make sense. its wonderful. and dude I still drink just about daily. I need to handle it but addiction is delicate. it's all bad but I've even felt addiction with lsd
I never had a full experience with shrooms. Took them a couple of times but it seems I have an unusual high tolerance so I never went beyond recommended dosage. LSD however mades me trip my socks off for twelve hours.
I I had to choose between the two I'd go for dmt :)
Shrooms are better than LSD anyday.
N,N DMT and 5-meo DMT is much better.
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Shrooms always hit me with a weird feeling of dread I couldn’t shake halfway through my trips, followed by paranoia for a few days after. Whenever I did LSD I never got any of that, can honestly say I never had a bad acid trip. I haven’t done either in years and am nervous to after spending 9 months in Afghanistan, but I’d probably try acid again in the right setting with someone I really trust testing the batch for me prior.
What was the recomended dose you took of mushrooms?
You're taking the wrong shrooms
No you're just easily impressed 14 yo.