Be me

>be me
>get home from school
>family situation sucks
>parents divorced
>mom is manipulative
>dad does everything he can to make mom's life living hell
>end up being verbal punching bag
>"user WHY DON-" mom starts
>I block her out and get the dog out
>had him for years
>always been my little buddy
>take him out and go into my room after
>he jumps onto my bed
>mom screaming outside my door about how I'm just horrible and how everything is my fault
>set up way to become an hero
>belt noose all set up
>little bud looks at me as I'm about to put it on
>can't go through with it
>I know mom will get abandon him if I'm gone
>know that he wouldn't last a day
>I stop and lay back on my bed and give him hugs and cuddle while I cry

This boi is the only reason I'm still alive today.
He makes my entire life worth all the pain. Coming home to him just getting all excited to see me is enough to live with.

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Dude. Calm down. Just move out. Move to you're dad's. Get the Fuck away from evil mom. I'm a single dad raising 4 kids because I won custody from their coke head mother. No noose. Get the Fuck out. Seriously.

And please. Dont spell boy like A fag. Fuck...

I would if I could.
My dad is just as bad, so I have nowhere to go. They have split custody (I'm young, I'm aware. I couldn't care less though).
Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

Do you have other family members or close friends you could move in with?

Nope. Relatives all take sides with the respective parent.
Best I can do is wait till I'm out of college and then cut them out of my life.
I mean, I could possibly emancipate myself, but I don't have the funds or resources to go through with it.

Never usually post in these thrwds, but don't anhero yourself user. From what you've explained the problem is your family and your living conditions. You need to swallow the pain and work out a plan to move out, whether it's working a job and saving up enough money to rent a small flat you can call your own, or going to university or college if you're in the states I guess and living in dorms and saving money to sustain yourself. You just need to work out a plan and work towards it user.

Man I feel that shit. Believe me, there’s nothing I hate more than feeling like I’m cornered. Although the home situation may not be good at least you’ll be able to move out one day. Don’t kill your self, just keep in mind every stressful moment that one day you won’t have to deal with it no more. Don’t give up.

What country you from user?

Do it ya fucking whiny cunt. The world needs fewer pussies like you anyways.

I'd work, but my parents won't let me unless my grades are top notch, but my science teacher doesn't teach us. Everyone's failing. I'm stuck unless I somehow can prove I'm capable of emancipation to the court.

Yeah... I plan to move far away and go to a semi-decent college for cyber-security or ethical hacking.

USA

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Nice user, I studied Computer Science recently in the UK.

About the grades and not being allowed to go unless they're top notch. I'm not sure how loans and all that works in the USA, but in the UK the government pays for the tuition, and gives us loans and grants to pay for the cost of rent for each semester, and then during break people often get a job over summer to pay for rent over summer so they can stay in the city without moving back in with family. So in the UK anyone can go, whether their parents like it or not, the only difficult part will be finding a guarantor for the house if your parents refuse to, although if you contact student support ahead of this they might be able to help.

Like I said, I dont know how it works over in the states, however I imagine it can't be too far off. Good luck user, it might be daunting getting through the whole process of going to do your study, but once you get over the hard part it'll be worth it. And if that doesn't go to plan, you need to focus on saving money and moving out snd getting your own place, if that takes lying to your parents about how much money you earn then you need to do what you gotta do. From this post it's clear living in that environment is extremely bad on your mental health. Good luck user.

Wasn't joking. Man up and do something about your situation. Either off yourself or make it better.

Hang the dog and yourself.

Thank you for the support. I'll do my best. And I'm still kinda finishing up HS, so I still got a ways to go.

Misread the first part op sorry but the majority of my points still stand. Just focus on getting to a decent college, move into dorms there, you'll have a great time.

Have u considered beating the shit out of your parents? If it's ok for them to abuse you, the laws of the universe says it's ok for u to abuse them.

Nobody should take advice from a person who has 4 kids with a crackwhore

The only Yea Forums tier response

Pain is only temporary. Time heals everything. Stay strong and take care of man's best friend.

Heh, I don't think I could ever follow through with that. Don't wanna be sent to Juvee.

seems like youre young. So if what goes on behind your screen is as serious as you say then build a mental fortress
if you start to look around and shits not really as crazy as you describe, then you should see the issue
regardless man, best of luck

I actually had to patch up his paw earlier... cut it on a thumbtack my mom left out.

show your cock

Beta bitch. Who do u live your life for?

Screen shot your post, print it out, put it on the counter.

Oldfag here. Time does not heal childhood wounds.

I'll do my best to work on it. I'm aware that people my age tend to over exaggerate.

I don't have any self confidence. I'd most likely try to do it, but then crumple it up and try to ignore it.

Can't beat your demons while you live with them. Wait until you can move out, then seek major therapy, manage the trauma that your shit parents have put upon you and find the path towards heaven (that does not involve a rope around your neck or a bullet through your brain). Good luck friend

Also, you're a good person user. Otherwise your doggie wouldn't love you like he does. The pain won't go away, but you can get through this. Get a job anyways. What can they do to really stop you from working? Go to any restaurant right after school, between 2:30-4 and ask for the manager. Don't let them push you away. Keep coming back if you have to. Be a host or a busser, get some money. Move the fuck out. It's easier than you think. And take your dog with you.

often times we take our doge friends for granted

Also this buddy. I know it's hard. But you've got so much more than this period to live for. If like to share something that I find wisdom for you.

>When we ask the great spirit for strength, it sends us challenges to make us strong.

Thank you, user. And I figured you didn't mean through death
I'm already certed as a lifeguard, and I can work over the summer. If I can save enough, I could maybe get a small apartment. The place I work at is right across from my school, so it wouldn't be hard to get in a short shift if I talk to my boss about it.
They are always there in the darkest of times. True unconditional love.
Thank you, friend.

>be me
>like a decade ago
>mom is a fucking failure bitch
>didnt finish school
>too lazy to work
>couldnt get a job better than working at mcdonalds
>spends most of the time going outside with friends
>always screams at my grandma when she comes about how she is stealing money from us
>grandma had some education but its no use in the current year
>me and mom lived in a tiny 2 room apartment with a kids bedroom and a kitchen
>mom is a heavy smoker
>also a fatass
>doesnt care about the family
>i also didnt have a dad
>later found out my mom had me by accident when fucking with some slovak guy but she didnt want to abort me
>ff to now
>mostly cut off mom from my family
>still a lazy fuck
>does nothing but sit at the couch all day thinking about what guy to leech from next
>fuck you mom

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>Think that it's just a dog staring at you
>Restrict your personal duty to an animal

God put those eyes in that dog OP.
You're staring into the eyes of the creator who loves you.
The dog will pass but the love will remain.

Be grateful for your pet but know that your life doesn't pirouette on the existence of a dog.

I'm serious about the restaurant thing, they need people and you will get hours. More than a lifeguard gig can, but with that one you'll get sunlight which creates happiness in the soul

There is a chinese place a half mile down the road from my school I could bike/walk to, so... maybe that.
I know it wasn't just the dog that saved me, but at that moment, it surely felt like it.

Time can’t heal everything. Mental or physical. If I took a straight razor to your face and left a nice long deep cut. You’re right the bleeding eventually stops. So does the pain. But every time you look in the mirror, every time you touch that scar or someone stares at you, you’ll remember. But also don’t off yourself kid. It’s not worth it. Especially

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With odds like this. Sorry I’m drunk and sent it to soon. Cheers. Here’s my lil girl that gets me through.

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Thank you. And that's a very good girl.

Take the Christpill and pray for her. She almost certainly won't change, but it's easy to see that you're a sane, well rounded man who is just in a bad situation right now.
Focus on bettering yourself with the objective of moving out when you can.

You're mother definitely has mental health problems and it's tough that you have to bear the brunt of the symptoms, but you must realise that no good can come of hating her enough to an hero.

Good luck OP

Sure. A Chinese place works.

Will you make me a promise?
Promise me, a complete stranger, that you won't do kill yourself. I won't be able to hold you to it. But I know you'll keep it. Because you're honest

I've prayed for many years. She hasn't changed, but I haven't stopped. Maybe one day. And yeah... becoming an hero would just hurt everyone else while it ends my pain. Selfish, really...
I promise I won't off myself. There are a lot more things to live for.

I'll pray for you and your mom OP.
She's a little beauty and I hope things work out in the near future.

Love you bro.

Thanks man. I'm here for you, if only in spirit. You can always draw from my strength.

He's so cute user, I love him

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You too, user. You're a great guy, I can tell.
Thanks. Maybe we'll come across each other again. Just remember my dog: Rex. If you see a post with him, you know who it is.

I'm a sophomore in HS. And only if you're comfortable with talking about it, user.

You are weak and undeserving of The Emperor’s mercy. In a perfect world, you’d be a slave.

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