Be me

>be me
>get home from school
>family situation sucks
>parents divorced
>mom is manipulative
>dad does everything he can to make mom's life living hell
>end up being verbal punching bag
>"user WHY DON-" mom starts
>I block her out and get the dog out
>had him for years
>always been my little buddy
>take him out and go into my room after
>he jumps onto my bed
>mom screaming outside my door about how I'm just horrible and how everything is my fault
>set up way to become an hero
>belt noose all set up
>little bud looks at me as I'm about to put it on
>can't go through with it
>I know mom will get abandon him if I'm gone
>know that he wouldn't last a day
>I stop and lay back on my bed and give him hugs and cuddle while I cry

This boi is the only reason I'm still alive today.
He makes my entire life worth all the pain. Coming home to him just getting all excited to see me is enough to live with.

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Dude. Calm down. Just move out. Move to you're dad's. Get the Fuck away from evil mom. I'm a single dad raising 4 kids because I won custody from their coke head mother. No noose. Get the Fuck out. Seriously.

And please. Dont spell boy like A fag. Fuck...

I would if I could.
My dad is just as bad, so I have nowhere to go. They have split custody (I'm young, I'm aware. I couldn't care less though).
Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

Do you have other family members or close friends you could move in with?

Nope. Relatives all take sides with the respective parent.
Best I can do is wait till I'm out of college and then cut them out of my life.
I mean, I could possibly emancipate myself, but I don't have the funds or resources to go through with it.

Never usually post in these thrwds, but don't anhero yourself user. From what you've explained the problem is your family and your living conditions. You need to swallow the pain and work out a plan to move out, whether it's working a job and saving up enough money to rent a small flat you can call your own, or going to university or college if you're in the states I guess and living in dorms and saving money to sustain yourself. You just need to work out a plan and work towards it user.

Man I feel that shit. Believe me, there’s nothing I hate more than feeling like I’m cornered. Although the home situation may not be good at least you’ll be able to move out one day. Don’t kill your self, just keep in mind every stressful moment that one day you won’t have to deal with it no more. Don’t give up.

What country you from user?

Do it ya fucking whiny cunt. The world needs fewer pussies like you anyways.