Honk pill is the best pill
Hey Yea Forumsros, how's life treating ya?
I self-improved.
I went from depressed acne-ridden teenager to handsome fit guy.
And yet, I'm fucking frustrated because I can't have any social relationships. That's social anxiety for sure, but the truth is I really just fucking can't talk to anyone because I'm bored.
It's not even about shyness, I've cured that long ago. I'm doing an internship atm and I'm just fucking bored. Thus I don't talk much with people and it looks like shyness, but the reality is that I don't even know how to interact.
I'm surely fucking autistic. I would like to pretend to be normal and all, but I really don't know how, and I don't give a shit about everyone around me. I would really look like the most successful guy in the room if I gave a fuck, but I don't know how to pretend to be interested in things around me.
It's a nightmare and I see no way out
sounds like some depression right there user. You get passionate in anything else?
Pretty badly actually... I'm depressed, and therapy is only partially working. On top of that, I'm in love with a girl who comes to university with me and is already engaged. Last but not least, after a long time I have come to the conclusion that I don't believe in God and in afterlife: this makes me sad, but at the same time I am not terrified by death anymore, I think I have come to accept it as a part of life
the lack of god will hopefully make you appreciate your own inner strength when you deal with your problems. Things will get better dude, even though uni seems like the whole world at the moment there is so much more to life in the outside world
You never hear any good news in these threads
I know how depression feels, it's not that. I feel frustration and anger because I managed to solve over time literally every fucking problem I had, except my mind. I became fit, I dress well, but I still act like a weirdo and I lack social interaction.
Substances don't do shit, I know how to act quite normally on the outside but I lack, internally, the ability to develop any relationship with anyone.
I just want adrenaline
i see a lot of people like you on episodes of criminal minds, are you an unsub?
Hey you, read this
>tfw no bf