How'd you fix them once you figured out what they were?
I know what my problems are but solving that shit is beyond me or I'd have done it already.
Hey Yea Forumsros, how's life treating ya?
Benjamin Stewart
Brayden Watson
Probably gonna just finally drop out for good this semester. I'm not motivated to go to class anymore. I hate my major and I just can't seem to focus in my classes. I also feel as fuck going to school. I'm pretty dumb and the only reason I made it this far was because I cheated in some of my classes and also did the bare min to get by. I know I fucked up. This is 100% my fault. I'm ffucking dumb for wasting all this time and money. Tbh I just go to school so it doesn't seem like im a complete failure. I kept telling people that I'm almost done with school, even though I'm not. I'm so fucking behind in my studies. I also need to get an internship in order to graduate and since my grades are shit, I don't think I'll be getting any internships
Not sure what I'm gonna do now. I mean I guess I could go back to working as a bartender for a while. I guess I could learn a trade, even though I don't want to. I guess I could also get some BS IT cert online and just work my way up to some "high lvl" job.
I just hope I can turn it around before I turn 30. I'm 25, so I guess I have some time left. I've been told that I'm young as fuck, but desu I feel like a fucking boomer.
Sorry for the shitty blog. I just had to get that off my chest. I hope everything works out for you guys.
Robert Hill
No I do agree and don't expect things to resolve, but I've become a real sheltered bitch and it's not earning me money or valuable experience. Perhaps China will hand me my ass, but so be it.
How old are you, user? How's life turned out to be?
Levi Russell
Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
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Jose Lee
>How'd you fix them once you figured out what they were?
I'm still working on that. I'm in treatment but its slow going. Medication helps but it required a level of brutal honesty with myself that I'd never experienced before. All those insecurities floating around in your head, about you and what you want to do or who you want to be, are coming from somewhere. That source is the part you have to work on, and that might mean conceding that some of those things might be true.
But not permanent. A thing can be true, and in need of change at the same time. Adaptation is always possible no matter what your circumstance. It is the surest survival technique of them all. New information, new events, new things open your eyes to what the old things actually look like. And what those things mean to you. Or if they're still applicable, or outdated concerns from your childhood.
tl;dr an INSANE amount of introspection
Cameron Allen
Damn user. Why are you so focused on the perception of doing well? Why not just be like a toddler who keeps trying to stand despite not getting it 998 times in a row?
Regardless, well wishes user.
Juan Robinson
Thank you user, hope you continue to keep moving & working on yourself. And that you get to see the age or the days when you can turn back and laugh at the past.
Hunter Stewart
> please don't
fucking pussy
GTFO from here and kill yourself
Matthew Nelson
>reeeee
the post.
Cheer up buttercup. Some day you'll see you can care about yourself, and thus others, too.
Isaiah Reed
>And that you get to see the age or the days when you can turn back and laugh at the past.
Hope its soon to be honest. This process is painful but definitely worth it. I hope the same things for you user. Take care and remember, it happens in your own time. Not anyone elses.