I am depressed Yea Forums. I know there are alot of threads like this, but I do not know where to turn. I had 6 years of sobriety, and the last month I have drank 4 times. I am going to school, and used to be motivated. I have a 3.7 gpa. I feel lost. I go to school. I study. I play video games and that is it. I think i just wanted the dopamine rush, but I am playing with fire. I do not know what to do. Killing myself is not an option. I mean it is, but not one I am considering. I guess I am saying, why am I like this and where can I improve? How do I stop this cycle of shit.
I am depressed Yea Forums. I know there are alot of threads like this, but I do not know where to turn...
Christian Scott
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Nathaniel Lee
Hey man if you need someone to talk too or play vidya with my discord is turntey#1234
Adrian Wright
Work another set of steps brother, you know all will be well then
Easton Williams
No I don't want to have my heart ripped out again.
John Martinez
Meet new people, get friends
Basically get a new hobby or something new
It can be going to the gym, getting a new hobby where u can meet new people, getting in a group/club of something(book, D&D, etc), helping the poor, etc
Eventually you will have to talk to people or they will have to talk to you.
Levi Nelson
Grayson Evans
It is just... 6 YEARS... I had 6 years man... and I throw it all away to just feel something other than boredom.
Luke Harris
hey OP if you have a good family they helped me and helped me get back on my feet. also find a hobby, video games, walking, anything that keeps your mind clear. if you ever need to clear your head hmu on discord zodiackiller#1208
Adrian Adams
It would kill my family to know I have gone back. I was in the army and almost ruined my career with drinking. Idk if I can tell them. I would talk to my sponsor, but he is an old timer and kind of a dick lol. I think i will keep it a secret from my family and just tell my sponsor.
Kayden Brown
Get other hobbies, try stuff out
Also play high risk vidya like Escape from Tarkov, Runescape or some shit for the rush, if you really feel like that's necessary. Then ween off the need for a rush as you get more angry because of the loss of items in vidya, lol.