Nightly faded thread, part 3

Ah, fuck that then. I dabble in pharmaceuticals quite a bit, both in dealing and using. I don't have any time for weak shit. It doesn't make money and it doesn't kick me off. That's why I don't fuck with weed too, at least partially. I have PTSD so those times when it's a bad trip are fucking horrible. Plus weed isn't really a money maker. At least not where I'm at. It's too common and too cheap, so selling it is a bitch because it takes forever to move it all and you're just getting 40 bucks here or there. The profit is so small that it's not worth the risk.

I actually didn't. Part of why I've been able to stretch it out. I start the night with a few beers and just go down youtube rabbit holes until it's late enough that I'd feel like it would be a waste of a high to just fall asleep

tldr

Apologies if my thread is bringing up any feelings or making you want to drink again. I just hang here with the b/ros the past few nights getting faded and felt like doing it again.

Hang in there and stay strong man. Quitting drugs and alcohol is a hard trip. My mother and my uncle were both alcoholics for 20+ years but finally quit a few years back and have been good ever since. If they can do it you can too, bro.

Same here, but weed isn’t profitable for different reasons. It’s legal and in dispensaries so there’s not really any money to be made by selling it, you’re much better off growing.

I get that a lot too. I didn't get home until 1AM and I was like "shit, do I really wanna drink and do ativans now?" but I did it anyway because I wanted to blow off steam. I'll just stay up until sun up and then drop out for a few hours. I gotta get up around 10 or so and go grab those percs anyway. Normally I'd just sleep in but that money is calling and I got bills.

Feel you on the youtube rabbit hole too. That and wikipedia. I binge those fucking things all the time. When I'm not massively depressed and drugged up I really like learning as much as I can about shit. I'll read an entire wikipedia article on a person or even or whatever and that'll trigger another thought and then I'm off to that wikipedia page to read all about it. Rinse and repeat until it's 6AM and I'm like WTF?

Nah don’t apologize at all man. Appreciate the honesty and openness This is better than therapy. You all have a great night Yea Forumsros

Much love, user. You got this.

Why even sell? Profit margin is shit on every fucking drug period, risk is thru the roof. Its risky enough using illegal drugs without selling...luckily most cops that are worth a shit have bigger fish to fry....but still...get script and fuckin kick back with zero worries. Especially if you actually have the disease. Hell, you dont even need the disease these days and they'll still give them to you

>on methylphenidate since age 16
>seen friends go down for no real financial or future gain

You wanna sell dope, get a chem degree and work for big pharma

Alcohol with additive drugs, yeah shit rolls downhill man, I suggest getting off that, and if you still want a buzz go with some legit acid, that’ll fix you right up, no drinking on this shit doe, I suggest putting like 10 tabs 100mics each into a 100ml dark bottle with 50/50 vodka and distilled water solution keep that in ya fridge, helps with depression, do a micro dose ever 48-72 hours and ya should be fine...