be me

can always start a little slower and speed your way up. for processing software, have you tried anything free yet, like ableton?

That third track is really lovely, OP. Keep it up.

LMMS*, not ableton

why buy a license when tpb is open for free 24/7?

consider buying a license if/when it becomes a profession and you get paid for writing stuff

Never heard of LMMS, I will google it! FL Studio is what I am used to do, and very nice with their mobile app so you can change things on the road. But I did not realize that the PC version was so damn expensive (compared to the android version)

The thought has of course crossed my mind, but updates and such always become a struggle.

Thank you for your kind words! The third one is probably the closest thing to a finished piece

But if I plan to release my pieces when they are ready, wouldn't that be problematic with a pirated version?

I don't have any such goal here

But I am curious as to why you have decided that you family and friends deserve to live with your endless burden, and how there must be something in that for them. To be clear, what do return to them that makes you worthwhile? Or to anyone?

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I do not consider myself a burden, besides that people apparently worry about me - but I have no contact with people anymore. I hang out online, with people like you.

I bought a keyboard recently because I'm trying to get back into music as well. Cost me nearly a month's paycheck at my shitty job. I was never formally trained but I also want to get into composing amid a shit ton of nasty things that happened to me in life in the past few years. I relate to a lot of what you're going through, OP.

Much love man. Too bad this hobby is not too friendly on a really thin budget. I sometimes go to piano showrooms and play, as you can if you ask nice enough. Much recommended

Hard to record there though