be me

> be me
> suffer from suicidal depression (now on a fuckton of meds)
> find escape in playing the piano
> played violin at young age, the transition to piano was easier than expected
> be fucked in the head, currently asocial
> want to compose and produce classical music
> no money to buy FL Studio (shit be expensive, like 300$)
> not sure what to do with drafts

What does Yea Forums think of the below linked drafts? Good enough to keep writing piano music?
Tips on ways to get a discount or something for music software?


soundcloud.com/nomdeplme/sets/piano-drafts/s-LHN7m (three different styles written by me)
Thanks,
user

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OP here, everything is recorded on an old electric piano that barely works, got it really cheap (aprox. 50 EUR), so sorry for the weird sound quality.

I want to transition to recording through midi + FL Studio, as the piano has midi-connections

>suicidal

So you already know the solution to this

So fuck off and solve it then

Or are you just a lying fake bitch?

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Given that I spent 3 months in closed psychiatric care for battling this apparent flaw, and promised my younger brother not to give up prematurely (9 years younger)...

I could at least try not to an hero in the foreseeable future. Worth a shot, and music is nice.

think it sounds decent OP, sounds like you hesitate a little though.

Yeah, listening to it I realize it isn't perfect, but I am working on calming down so that they do not feel rushed, and better flow.

Thank you, user.

Yes, of course

There's always an excuse, isn't there? Always an obstacle between oneself and the truth

But surely -you- are the exception

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Forgot to mention that the recordings were for myself, and originally not meant to be shared, but I cannot sleep - and opinions are welcome. Not sure what to do if they are not pleasing, so honestly is key.

/ OP

Exception in what regard? The fact that I am writing this sure is a sign of something going in the right direction. There are probably other threads where you can try to push someone over the edge; good luck with that.

>no money to buy FL studio

pirate that shit user