Because of what u cried last time ?

When my grandpa died over a year ago. I got to the hospital about 5m too late

Mid-2018. Not because I was sad but because I was going through alcohol withdrawals that were really bad and they were excruciatingly painful. I blacked out several times and shed tears during an intense episode of chest pains.

Cuz i don't feel passion towards it anymore, like at all, i tried to start again several times, but i think this is just useless to try, the more i try the more i hurt myself from realisation that i'm just making myself to do that

life.

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My late son's 11th birthday was on March 23. Passed when he was 5, and then it hit me I've mourned him longer than the years he's been with me.

I haven't cried sober in well over 14 years, I'm 24 for reference. Since then I've only cried maybe 4 times and I was either really high on DXM or coming off of a benzo OD. I wish I was able to cry but I hate sadness and replace it with anger.

Because I've been struggling with addiction for 9 years. Almost 3 months clean. Im totally lost in life. My depression is getting worse I dont know how to be happy. And I dont know what to do. I cry often when I'm alone

just find right inspiration buddy, dont stop n take it only like a break, i believe u find it !

saved. thank u

i came here to laugh and not to feel