At first I wanted to die, you know, get it over with. At the beginning of this month my dad passed away. And I realized that I nees to snap out of this mentality and better myself. But I just can't get any motivation to do anything with my life. Like I love my little brother but slowly my old habits are starting to come back.
But the things that help me from just ending it all is.
>my family
>my dog
>my friends
And that's it.
Thanks OP you too.
I would really like to discover something that has impacts on humanity. Even if it is very small I hope that it can change an aspect of some people's life.
Despite the pain I felt when those I was once with left me, I still feel happy knowing that I left my mark on them and better them as a result.
Don't be afraid of what't to come. Life will hurt you, it is inevitable. Accept it and learn from what experiences you went through. Only then will you find the happiness within you, to know that life isn't just based on others happiness, but also on your needs as well.
I chose to be in the physical so I could grow my soul.
Your soul is what should come first before all else.
Your soul is the very reason why your body chooses to continue living. Keep it strong.