Hey Yea ForumsRos. It's another generic I'm gonna commit suicide because of EX GF post.
I'm 22 work for the GOV fixing their PC's and bought a house since my EX left me (19 months ago). Pretty much just been drinking myself to death not really taking much care of myself. Been trying to hit the gym but I can't seem to stick to it. I'm really excited for the next borderlands and two see some of my favorite bands in the coming months. But nothing feels like it brings me true joy without having her around. I've never really connected with another person like I did her. Every friend circle has just kicked me out and abandoned time after time. She ended up leaving me for someone worse off than me. I ended up getting so angry a couple months ago about how things turned out that I did an uncharacteristic thing and told her to kills herself. Which she didn't deserve. I've come to realize that everything that has happened is my fault.
I never deserved her but I still miss her so much. I found a message in a bottle that says break in case of emergency so I broke it. It had some of the most heartfelt things in it.
I don't really feel like life is worth living anymore Yea Forumsros. Help convince me otherwise if anyone cares. I'm sure this will just get a "just do it pussy" and if that's my fate so be it. My life is in your hands Yea Forums.
Do you have any savings you can leave to me before you go? I could use some help, Yea Forumsro.
Jordan Bell
I've tried to. I dated a couple girls but I just don't connect with them. At all. She told me to just move on but nothing feels right without her. I can't even appreciate all the things I've done for myself in life. 90% of the shit I do I just think to myself "Emilie isn't even here to enjoy this with me so why did I bother".
Brandon Roberts
I have like 20k. Pretty worthless IMO.
Jacob Wood
Lol dude did you really say “19 months ago”? Clearly you’re obsessive and kind of fucking crazy. Don’t be keeping track of shit that doesn’t even matter anymore. Find a hobby and go with that, stick with your gym routine, and eat better. I don’t care if you think those things won’t help you because clearly you don’t give a shit to even stick to one of them so you may as well dust yourself off and give it another go. But you won’t because you’re letting other people control your life.
Jaxon Perez
i know its easier said than done but seriously dude just let it go
22 is nothing and youll look back and wonder why you gave a fuck about her at all
you have to find a way to better yourself and just be happy beating off for a while
stop fucking drinking or using any substances and get your brain back to normal and everything is a hell of a lot easier. faggot
Adrian Ortiz
I just need ten to get some training to pull my shit together.
Matthew Sanchez
instead of killing yourself dedicate your life to some useful shit. i've been there user no grill is worth suicide. you sound like a decent lad at least if you live another 60 years you'll find another girl. or at least a reason to live without her. it'll all be worth it
Fuck her, move on and live your life the way you want. Join the marines or some branch in the military to man up and do what you were born to do you fucking faggot.
Luis Cook
Thanks. I've been trying to better myself and just continue life but everywhere I turn I just get reminded of her. There was a point where I thought I was finally past this but it all just popped back up.
I've never really felt sadness like this and I'm not really sure how I deal with it. I haven't really cried at all in life until 5 months ago or so.
John Allen
mind over matter. your mind controls your body. you are letting yourself feel bad and making it worse by telling yourself that you still feel bad. start telling yourself that you don't need her, convince yourself you don't need her. act like you don't need her. you can grow your brains strength to control your emotions and everything else. its a hard excercise but the more you do it the better you get. I suck at explaining things but if you understand thats some top tier shit
Levi James
I completely understand this. This is the exact advice I've given people in the past. I'm having a really hard time following it myself.
Justin Richardson
this is normal its called addiction but in your case you were addicted to love. which is also normal
Aiden Baker
Actually you know what. Thank you kind Yea Forumsro. This is exactly what I needed to see. Something you remind myself of the old me who doesn't sink into this dumb hole I find myself in. You've saved a life today. My steam is lombaxthegreat if you ever wanna play a game sometime.
Julian Allen
I know I give people this advice but I can barely do it myself.. its very possible tho
Zachary Gray
I don't game but glad I could help. I actually posted like 3 comments in here
Charles Richardson
Dude,I think every man has been a beta faggot like you,myself included and got obsessed over some grill.
No one will ever convince you that she is just another girl and you will 100% meet someone better.You need to do that yourself.Just focus on yourself and don't think about girls for awhile at all.If you focus on bettering yourself or just enjoying yourself,things will come to you sooner rather then later.
Think about it like this,you can now do anything you want with your life..and you want to end it?
Jeremiah Martin
Get yourself a nice, cozy, secretive drug habit. Once you're hooked on dope I guarantee you won't give a shit about anything but your next fix. Also takes away your sex drive. If you're still feeling sore then just OD and and sleep the sleep of the damned.
Austin Campbell
>you can now do anything you want with your life..and you want to end it? not OP but I like this
Nicholas Bennett
Youre making shit too complicated in your head.
Things happens sometimes, that aren't supposed to happen. People do things you're sure they would never do, people are who you were sure they weren't. Depression hits us at least once in life, and we can't do much about it other just keep getting up in the morning and wait for the better times. And for the person that dumped you, is not the person you think he/she is. You have created a person in your mind that is not her. That is what causing the conflict and pain for you. In your mind, this person is a loving person who desires you more than anyone and would never hurt you. So when you think of the reality, you feel extreme pain, because how could this person do that? But this person you have created in your mind is not him/her. Accept that and it will be much easier for you to deal with.
Now stop being a faggot and chip up. Life can be great. There are more than one door out there even if it takes a while to get it. Dont be so fucking stupid. I wish you the best
I've been in your shoes, bud. The depressing loneliness, endless brooding, and the darkness that follows you even on the most beautiful of sunny days. My life was exactly that. Ending it was like a dream for me, but the closer I got to it I realised that I'd be submitting myself to something irreversible without even trying to fix it. I felt disgusted at my cowardice but that, which I thought was fear, lead me to open my eyes. Call me a Fag or whatever. IDC. I'm 24 and married. I'm very thankful that I had a serendipitous moment of lucidity to make me realise that it wasn't game-over yet.
My Yea ForumsRo, I offer my user shoulder to you to cry on. Let it out and share it if you want. Just don't do irreparable damage to something you know you can prevail from. As painful as it may be, fight through it and emerge with something better at the end. You're not alone. You can do it user. Don't kill yourself. You can do it. You have my full user-support wherever you are.
Christopher James
If my help isn't wanted here then I will leave the thread. Your loss.
not the same user but i'm struggling to something similar right now, you have my totally not homo virtual hug man, we need to carry ourselves in this hard times
go to therationalmale dot com. start at year one, and read
Elijah Jenkins
>I've come to realize that everything that has happened is my fault this is further along than a lot of people manage in their entire life. once you know this you can (and MUST) take agency in your own life
>I never deserved her this doesn't matter. perhaps you didn't and still don't. it's your job to one day become someone who does. become the person that you believe would "deserve" her, and when that opportunity comes around again you can seize it totally with zero hesitation and complete confidence
>I don't really feel like life is worth living anymore perhaps yours isn't. what you gonna do about that?
This guy was a Navy SEAL commander who saw intense fighting in Iraq. I look up to him a lot and this video helped me change my mindset about a breakup I had. Maybe it'll help you, too.
A lot of people say this now, but its also worth checking out Dr. Jordan Peterson's 12 Rules for Life. It boils down to taking on meaningful responsibility because life is inherently tragic and painful. That responsibility will help you get passed the tragedy and live a life worth living.
