Hey Yea ForumsRos. It's another generic I'm gonna commit suicide because of EX GF post.
I'm 22 work for the GOV fixing their PC's and bought a house since my EX left me (19 months ago). Pretty much just been drinking myself to death not really taking much care of myself. Been trying to hit the gym but I can't seem to stick to it. I'm really excited for the next borderlands and two see some of my favorite bands in the coming months. But nothing feels like it brings me true joy without having her around. I've never really connected with another person like I did her. Every friend circle has just kicked me out and abandoned time after time. She ended up leaving me for someone worse off than me. I ended up getting so angry a couple months ago about how things turned out that I did an uncharacteristic thing and told her to kills herself. Which she didn't deserve. I've come to realize that everything that has happened is my fault.
I never deserved her but I still miss her so much. I found a message in a bottle that says break in case of emergency so I broke it. It had some of the most heartfelt things in it.
I don't really feel like life is worth living anymore Yea Forumsros. Help convince me otherwise if anyone cares. I'm sure this will just get a "just do it pussy" and if that's my fate so be it. My life is in your hands Yea Forums.
Do you have any savings you can leave to me before you go? I could use some help, Yea Forumsro.
Jordan Bell
I've tried to. I dated a couple girls but I just don't connect with them. At all. She told me to just move on but nothing feels right without her. I can't even appreciate all the things I've done for myself in life. 90% of the shit I do I just think to myself "Emilie isn't even here to enjoy this with me so why did I bother".
Brandon Roberts
I have like 20k. Pretty worthless IMO.
Jacob Wood
Lol dude did you really say “19 months ago”? Clearly you’re obsessive and kind of fucking crazy. Don’t be keeping track of shit that doesn’t even matter anymore. Find a hobby and go with that, stick with your gym routine, and eat better. I don’t care if you think those things won’t help you because clearly you don’t give a shit to even stick to one of them so you may as well dust yourself off and give it another go. But you won’t because you’re letting other people control your life.
Jaxon Perez
i know its easier said than done but seriously dude just let it go
22 is nothing and youll look back and wonder why you gave a fuck about her at all
you have to find a way to better yourself and just be happy beating off for a while
