Doomer to Bloomer thread

I am destroyer of worlds

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Same bro

>be me at 16
>anime dyed hair
>5'3 / 180lbs pumpkin child
>get home from school
>browse Yea Forums and play games until bed
>repeat 3x years
>be me at 19
>added prescribed xanax and cannabis and alcohol to my Yea Forums and gaming addiction
>never left room
>stopped hanging out with friends
>stopped speaking with people
>throw myself out 2nd story window and black out
>lose 80% motion in my shoulders and back

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>stay down goy

do whatever the fuck you want i just want you to know you're trading reality for an illusion

shit like that doesnt happen by chance bro.

>btw we also have the same penis dimensions. congrats bro.

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Even if life itself is centered around suffering, happiness would be found in taking actions to end that suffering. What makes us happiest is what brings the universe closer to unity; even if that unity is conglomeration of all matter into emptiness.

>happiness would be found in pretending you can end suffering
nice meme, good shit

Personally I stick to drugs as my route of dealing with depression/downtime. Just dont get too carried away with the harder shit. I stick to mild drugs. My current favorites are kratom and weed.

>assuming the prime mover doesn't exist and therefor subscribing to the belief of a god

kek

>laying in bed in psychward, looking out the window at a tree
>A deep urge comes over me
>"I need to explore the world to figure out how to heal myself"
>get out of the hospital
>buy psilocybin
>feel the world speaking to me through the wind and trees, feel like my entire Personality bloomed, another urge comes over me
>keep exploring
>buy a bunch of books
>take tai chi classes
>read almost every holy book i could find
>dive into Buddhism, Daoism, and Hinduism the most
>practice mindfulness, yoga, breathing
>running and biking almost every day
>learning about myself through Psychedelics and literature
>change my entire diet
>start to go to new events, new places, challenge my fears
>create incredible groups of friends around the world

I'm not finished becoming this new person, either. I enjoy the challenge of becoming my own guardian

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