I'm sitting at my shitty job and am having a smoke and just wanna die but I need the fucking money
Who else is sitting in their rooms in absolute agony and despair, drinking by themselves...
only 6 months ago i was like that. i went to the dr and told him - he gave me these pills and now i dont overthink so much. ive got a new job now and everything is pretty ok. i still wnat to sticka shotgun in my mouth but im glad i didnt 6 months ago
>this
>this
>these
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>Feel bad
>Think of an hero
>Jordan Peterson shows me lobster
>Cool lobsters
>Clean up room
>Not living in shit now
>Feels good
>Take up free lance videography
>Feels good, not doing well but I am autist
>Feel I can improve
>Still fat, working on it
>Nearly treating myself as good as my dogs now
>Gaining self respect
>Thanks u old Kermit sounding fuck
Not drinking, but I'm right there with ya
I did the JP thing. Not the book - i tought his books were a bit shit but i got into him on Youtubes - there was shit loads of vids on there talking out normal stuff. really helped. Im not a fat cunt though
Ever hear that J B P Wave music shit?
Not too bad actually.
not fat fat but calling self fat is motivation for getting fit, cuz being fat or skinny is easy, need to keep on the gain train.
Used to be ripped n chicks are shallow af, girls tried cheating on bf's all the time. Felt gud
i cant wait to sign up. if the girls are that fit and i can 100% score with them