Be me

>be me
>play CSGO alone every day
>sit down to play again
>realise that I’m alone every single day
>ask on Twitter if anyone wants to play
>link my steam
>nobody replies
>literally nobody
>nothing
>lay down
>silently cry myself to sleep
nextmorning
>wake up
>new comment on steam profile
>exited as fuck
>open it
>,,stop spamming on twitter you fucking faggot“
>stare at the screen for 10 minutes
>cry silently and unnoticed again

I hate my life anons everything went wrong and I’m a fucking disgrace

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Jeez b/ro. I know being alone can suck. But it sounds like u might be making it worse for yourself.
I would totally game with you if I could but I dont have good internet and I have no idea what the fuck csgo is

And I bet if u tried harder you would find ppl to game with

Congratulation, you've reached rock bottom.
Take it from someone who's been there:
You have 2 options. Neck yourself or fix your shit.
And by fixing your shit I don't mean finding a gaming pal who makes you forget your pain further.
Your problems are deeper. You said it yourself - you feel like a disgrace. So embrace that fact, make peace with it and accept it as something that you simply are at that point.
And then stand up and get the help you actually need. Speak with your dctor about you having depressions and needing professional help. He will sign you up for psychological therapy, be it ambulant or stationary. You will gratefully accept his advice, follow it and take one step after another to gain the life you want.

Good luck on your path, be it up the stairways to jump, or down to the root of your problems..

To be honest dude... CS:GO is just a hostile environment through and through. Super toxic. I think you should find a new game to play.

On the bright side some redditor is going to screencap this and get some karma from your story :)

Have you tried getting a day job? You'd be a lot less upset about your non problem if you had less time on your hands

>Dumb frog poster.

>actual toxic comment
>claim moral superiority
tell me more about how you've figured it all out

>tell me more about how you've figured it all out

I'm not the one crying about not having any friends to play CSGO with? Have you tried not being retarded?

>I'm not the one crying about not having any friends
Me neither, since I'm not OP.
I just think your lack of self-awareness is hilarious.

4 queue

Hell yeah! Pick me! I'm a good player.

steamcommunity.com/id/Vuori/

You need to stop making up narratives about people's intentions in your head.

rank?

Around MG but LEM in Wingman.

nice. i suck ass so im stuck at s4, tryna rank up tho

get a job and pull yourself together. you'll feel better when your life is on track and have friends at work

I didn't describe what you potentially could have wanted.
I described what you did.
Be it consciously or not.
If you don't like the impressions your actions make, change them.
A good beginning would be to make the conscious effort to rationalize your beliefs and ask yourself why you hold them.
And no, I don't ask you to do this here and now. This process takes time.

thats what you get for being an anti-social virgin neckbeard pc master race basement dweller lol fag

You are delusional, and no normal person thinks like you do.

Shut up.

Autistic screeching as response to feeling threatened?
kek

Not a gamer myself but I heard the game "4th Knight" or something like this will get you many friends. So maybe you should consider buying it

I can help you, bro. Are you the guy who sent me the friend request? I accepted it.

>the absolute state of Yea Forums
Well, I'm off to eat some ramen.

yeah. just warming up