Be me

>be me
>play CSGO alone every day
>sit down to play again
>realise that I’m alone every single day
>ask on Twitter if anyone wants to play
>link my steam
>nobody replies
>literally nobody
>nothing
>lay down
>silently cry myself to sleep
nextmorning
>wake up
>new comment on steam profile
>exited as fuck
>open it
>,,stop spamming on twitter you fucking faggot“
>stare at the screen for 10 minutes
>cry silently and unnoticed again

I hate my life anons everything went wrong and I’m a fucking disgrace

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Jeez b/ro. I know being alone can suck. But it sounds like u might be making it worse for yourself.
I would totally game with you if I could but I dont have good internet and I have no idea what the fuck csgo is

And I bet if u tried harder you would find ppl to game with

Congratulation, you've reached rock bottom.
Take it from someone who's been there:
You have 2 options. Neck yourself or fix your shit.
And by fixing your shit I don't mean finding a gaming pal who makes you forget your pain further.
Your problems are deeper. You said it yourself - you feel like a disgrace. So embrace that fact, make peace with it and accept it as something that you simply are at that point.
And then stand up and get the help you actually need. Speak with your dctor about you having depressions and needing professional help. He will sign you up for psychological therapy, be it ambulant or stationary. You will gratefully accept his advice, follow it and take one step after another to gain the life you want.

Good luck on your path, be it up the stairways to jump, or down to the root of your problems..

To be honest dude... CS:GO is just a hostile environment through and through. Super toxic. I think you should find a new game to play.

On the bright side some redditor is going to screencap this and get some karma from your story :)

Have you tried getting a day job? You'd be a lot less upset about your non problem if you had less time on your hands

>Dumb frog poster.

>actual toxic comment
>claim moral superiority
tell me more about how you've figured it all out

>tell me more about how you've figured it all out

I'm not the one crying about not having any friends to play CSGO with? Have you tried not being retarded?

>I'm not the one crying about not having any friends
Me neither, since I'm not OP.
I just think your lack of self-awareness is hilarious.