Hey Yea Forums. Long time lurker, very infrequent poster...

Hey Yea Forums. Long time lurker, very infrequent poster. I've been depressed since I was 12 and the only thing that's made me not regret putting a gun in my mouth has been my relationship with my gf (3 years this month) but we recently just split (not bad terms, not my choice) and I think I'm finally content with the decision to kill myself

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And how old are you? Just a curious cat, not gonna report you or anything.

are you +19 ?

21. Almost 22.

lol, you are young.
Do you live alone?

With my mom and brother. Was helping pay Bills for a while

Don't you think that your actions may led to both your mom and brother end up killing themselves from the pain?

Nah. My brother is a half brother, doesnt care about family. Hes just a mooch and has no sense of connection to any of us. And I've already talked to my mom extensively about this. Shed be sad, but she understands

I was the Suicide Kid when I was your age, too. The road seemed long and filled with unending horror. But it got better. It will for you, too. If your life sucks, go out and find a better one. Shit, you're starting at death's door: what have you got to lose?

It's kind of weird because I know I could do a lot with my life. I come from a good family, I'm not a dumb kid and I've excelled in the places I've worked. It's more just, I dont think I really find it worth it living everyday hating it. I can count the days i havent thought of putting a gun in my mouth on one hand.