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Also, conversation topic: Is is bad that I have sexual fantasies about being murdered/executed? Like being killed is exciting/relieving to my masochistic and suicidal brain? Final release kind of erotic? And, am I alone in this morbid fetish?
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Seriously, why does shit like this turn me on? I'm worried... Why do I want this to be me?
Why do I WANT to die? Can someone please help me?
I mean it's pretty fucked up, and it's extremely unlikely that it will be fulfilled, but I guess it's harmless as a fantasy. I like blood and at one point was kinda into gore. I wouldn't worry unless it causes you real stress.
I want to die too, user.
>gore freak spotted
Gaaaeeeeee!
Not gore freak, sad, angry masochistic suicidal dude who has somehow sexualized his own death and is now confused/worried about it.
Hi Sumfox
GORE SERVER
GORE SERVER
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I wish I could be more gae.
Hey Fox. How goes it?
I'm sure it'll fade soon. It did for me at least.
how ya doing HB?
it goes, wanted to climb in the fryer at work today but meh.
Oh neat, lemme try
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>am I alone in this morbid fetish?
You are not. I don't cocktail it with Furry fetishism, but I absolutely am into snuff/execution/bad end porn and I generally am fantasizing about being on the receiving end...
I feel you.
That is a very nice cock. I wouldn't mind getting fucked by someone in a fursuit.
Why are we like this?
It's worse when you want to do the killing, and get off on the thought of torturing people.
Because humans are fucked up, highly sexual, and everything dies, so it's not all that weird to sexualize death. I like necro because I like the idea of a soft, limp body I can cuddle and play with and can't reject me, which is about the lowest anyone can get, but I prefer clean and unscathed bodies.
Already seem gae
BD toy kinda made you big gae
IDK!!
BD toy made me big gay, 8 inches of silicon dog dick is too good.
Lol, BD did not make me gay but it sure as hell makes it fun. I've literally been putting things in my ass half my life, I was using my fingers by the time I was like 10 or 11 and could fist myself by the time I was 14 granted my hands are tiny. I've always been gay, just not to a huge extent.
Mine is 12". Feels pretty fucking amazing, wish I had the real thing though.
yee.
just feeling out there i take it?
For me, I think it's the ultimate act of submission. The idea of giving my life for someone else's momentary sexual gratification is the truest form of power exchange imaginable.
I pretty much feel worthless absolutely all the time. That's what draws me to submission. The idea that if I am being used, I am therefor useful. To ride out experiencing that sensation sounds to me like the best thing I could hope for.
Oh boy I love PC problems
Do you self harm? If so, does it arouse you?
What problems are you having? Maybe I can help?
OP here, I self-harm sometimes, choking myself or tying off/squeezing balls on occasion when I jack off, and YES it does arouse me, and I'm wondering why...
Depends on your definition. I don't cut for fear of the wounds being discovered, but I do flagellate on occasion and I do just kinda let my life go to shit.
It doesn't arouse me as much as it comforts me. It feels "correct".
Downloaded new chip set and bios. Updated. Graphics card wasn't recognized after. Had to get an old graphics card and boot with that then reinstall chip set in safe mode.
OP here, same on letting life go to shit. I guess I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or that I am unworthy of being loved.
I'm a good person, generally speaking, helping those in need and always jumping up to lend a hand when work needs to be done. I guess it's all the abuse and abandonment I experienced as a child... Can anyone relate? Maybe we can heal a little by talking about this shit with eachother?
I'm too tight for anything too big tbh, struggle too much to fit medium rex knot.
I've tried choking myself when fapping, but I don't find it all that interesting doing it myself. But I like holding my face into my pillow or bed and not breathing when I do butt stuff. I used to cut myself a bit when I was younger, mostly legs, and did it again a few weeks ago. I enjoy the pain because it's a very quick endorphin and adrenaline rush, and I like the long lasting feeling for a couple days. I imagine I'd quite like both doing and receiving BDSM.
So you like it from a masochistic standpoint, feeling like you deserve the pain. Interesting.
I can't keep Rex's knot in me for very long although it feels wonderful. I find that I more enjoy being fucked normally, deep and hard and having his knot pounding against my ass.
SHIIIIIIIIIT That sucks... Is your PC working now, at least? Why were you updating chipset and bios?
Usually, when I get things working like I want them, I don't change them. If it ain't broke, don't fix it, you know what I mean? Is there a feature you were trying to add/improve through the bios and chipset update?
I just like keeping up with updates. This update prepares my board for the Ryzen 3000 series.
I didn't experience much abuse or abandonment (or if I did, I must have done an excellent job blocking it out.) Mostly I just grew up having everybody tell me I was smart. I always felt like I must have accidentally tricked them into thinking that somehow, because the world just never made sense to me.
I definitely can relate to helping others and lending a hand. I just never feel like its enough. Right now I'm unemployed after having been laid off, and I'm finding it very difficult to muster the will to look for a new job or even apply for unemployment benefits. I feel like I don't deserve it, and like if I get another job I'll be taking up a spot where a "real person" should go.
I wish there was a legal way I could sign up to be hanged by the neck until dead for entertainment purposes. I'm a Caucasian male, so I feel like if nothing else, there must be some SJWs who'd like to watch me dangle and strangle...
Agreed
Hi Iaw
GIGA BIG GAAAEEEEEEEEEEE BOI
Out-there while ago
Lost in Space, one would say
I need someone to be big gae with. But I'd prefer a tall, fit, short haired, DFC tomboy gf.
I prefer the full feeling pressing against my prostate and the concept of knotting has always made me drool so I want that more than just the fucking.
Hey HB what's up?
Holy shit, same... It's like I'm not real/good enough, like I don't count... Like no matter how good I am, no matter how much good I do, none of it is worth anything and I'm a completely useless and worthless piece of shit that deserves to be killed for not being good enough...
I just want to be loved, and feel like it's genuine... Like someone out there actually cares, actually values me...
Hey there cute fluffs
I'd love to receive bdsm but idk about cutting myself. I don't really like pain when fapping. Bbdsm on the other hand is awesome. I want somebody to tie me up.
Edit: shit, forgot about a pic
Well yeah, I do love that too, but Rex's knot is just really big for me. I love it though, it's nice to feel that top little hump on my prostate as I cum, but can't fuck myself while knotted like that.
That sounds exactly like me. I've been feeling like a disgusting, worthless piece of shit recently. And I just want to be loved, to really feel loved too.
The "feeling like its genuine" part is the nut buster. I'm pretty sure I've had that at least twice and fucked it up both times with my needy bullshit...
Maybe we could love eachother? Maybe that would help? How would we even go about doing that? Any ideas? Any possible relief from this pain is worth a try, surely...
That's just it, I always hide/deny my needs to make my partner happy, which I suppose isn't healthy... I'm the opposite of needy, and it hurts...
All it takes for me is a bit of small movements and grinding it against my prostate for me to cum handsfree.
that's always fun.
Heyy! he was behind of this...?
Damn this is a gay thread, but I'm enjoying it.
I'm not really into bottoming but I like BD stuff.
Do you think I should get into it?
Is someone here gonna try converting me into a cockslut?
If you're a loser and fit in nowhere else, join this shit:
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-c
You don't have to be a bottom. Some people need to be a top too.
Yeah, wanna pound my ass while smacking/beating me and calling me worthless and unworthy?
Alright, is "nice feet" a meme on Yea Forums? If so, explain.
Um, I wouldn't know. I'm very bad at showing love, giving or receiving.
I still find it very hard for me to cum hands free, and for the most part I can only do it fisting. It's pretty extreme for most people, but it's a wonderful feeling around my hand and feeling it inside me, and being able to move it and have my knuckles rub my prostate just right with full control. I also have to be really into it, and have to be fully immersed in fantasy or I can't. And although it's stupid and really wasn't not intended, I did the god tier cum thing and got those supplements a month ago just for shits and giggles, and it made my balls and prostate bigger and everything more sensitive, so I cum (a lot) in like 15 minutes instead of an hour or not at all. Seemed really dumb at first but ended up being worth it.
being switch is best. best of both worlds. Plus a lot of people here need a top tho.
Oh I know! Don't get me wrong I love being a top, I just feel like if I could be more versatile that would be a pretty good thing, Eh whatever maybe it's not for me.
For sure! What are your favorite insults to be called?
I don't want to call you hnworthy and worthless. I don't like abuse in any form. I can pound yours or you can pound mine. Choice is yours.
I'm hella sensitive to begin with so cumming handsfree is almost trivial for me at this point.
Switch is indeed best. I can't see myself being just a top or bottom, or vanilla as fuck. It seems so boring, I like to well, switch things up and like lots of kinky stuff.
Haha yeah, tops always seem to be in such high demand. Which almost seems backwards if you ask me. But I'm not complaining! No siree
I'm jealous. I can barely even cum fapping normally, even with Hazel. I feel next to nothing. It sucks, masturbation isn't really all that enjoyable for me. I'd much rather have love than sex anyway.
i enjoy being a switch. still discovering what i'm fully into though.
I wish I knew really :(
L-Arganine? I wanna try that shit, but it spikes my blood pressure like a motherfucker... Any alternatives that won't?
"You worthless, useless disgrace! You are unworthy of love, undeserving of feeling any pleasure from this! Take my massive cock like the hopeless little bitch that you are, and let the pain and roughness of the pounding remind you of your place, heathen!"
Sounds so much more loving than I dare hope to find... Where are you? I'd gladly meet up! And, can we cuddle? Please? I need someone to hold me... :(
"You fucking disgust me! Worthless piece of meat! Your ass is just a receptacle for my cock and nothing more. Just a dumb slut with a hole." Something like that?
the only thing that i know that i like is cuddles and hugs.
Yeah! Make me your bitch! Shove your hard, throbbing cock into me as hard and rough as you can, reminding me of how much contempt you have for me and how lowly I am... Yeah...
Yes, and sunflower lecithin and pygeum. Don't really know, it didn't do much to my blood pressure but I know that's common. Maybe try taking a low dose if you want, but I don't really recommend it because I wouldn't exactly call it safe.
Same. I'm dying from loneliness.
Same 90% of the time, other 10% I just want sex though.
i know the feeling. I have no-one to cuddle here ;(
Hard and fast that's how you're getting it. You better not fucking complain either. How do you like getting hit?
Oh yeah! Beat me! Bruise me! Make me hurt!
my greatest fantasy is to have my useless dick and balls cut off and just be hung up somewhere to be fucked and filled up with cum by bigger better men maybe even have my arms and legs cut off and be hung up by the stubs i would be in complete heaven
Can't sleep
Watching Jojo's bizarre adventure since Netflix has it
You?
Life
yea.
i'm into this too uvu
I want to buy Paper Mario
Playing osrs after some Apex, unwinding after shitty day at work. hoping DM doesn't call in sick tomorrow so we can have DnD but it's not looking good.
I want to die. I haven't sexualized it though ... yet
i take this cute pic, adding it to my collection of cute pic.
I should probably go to bed since it is almost 4:30.
Night, Fox.
night dash, I'll talk to you another time. Take it easy and take virtual cuddles!
all this cutesy gay stuff makes me want to draw cutesy gay stuff
but I suck at coming up with ideas that don't sound like garbo
ideas?
does ralsei count? i need more ralsei stuff
Gaaaeeeee
