Thinking about killing myself but tbh to piss you faggots off I won't even entertain the idea but just post about it

Thinking about killing myself but tbh to piss you faggots off I won't even entertain the idea but just post about it.

Anyways, I'm drunk as shit and feel like typing some bullshit. So the whole story is my mom took advantage of me and made me buy a house for her under the conditions that she pays for it and I obliged. She's my mom after all. Fast forward a year and she's already ruined my credit by defaulting on the payments for months. I caught everything up and upon beginning the process to sell the house and begin eviction proceedings, I find out that she has gone behind my back somehow and put herself on the deed. To the layman, that means I cannot sell the house without her approval too. At every possible turn she is screwing me completely. I paid out to the tune of $4500 to catch the house up and I even paid $3300 to take her car out of repossession proceedings because I happen to have my name co-signed on that as well (I helped her get the car after a drunk driver wrecked into her at 110mph).

Well I quit my job because I'm sick of it all and I just don't have the energy to continue anymore. How much would a lawyer cost to fix this problem for me? I'm a big pussy and everything. Nothing will fix this and I am tired. I am so tired. Thought about enlisting in the military and I got turned away due to my credit issues now. I am a loser according to the military as it turns out. I went from having 750 credit and being a prison correctional officer to having nothing to my name and I'm being dragged down by my mother.

tl;dr - i'm getting screwed by my own mom financially and have no idea how to fix this so i'm posting on here to have a bunch of autistic idiots say i'm a dipshit and i should kms. thanks for reading and have a nice fucking day. i'll be posting memes in the mean time.

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Forgot to add she is behind on the payment again and now i'm pretty much screwed again. yes I am a dipshit for giving a fuck.

at this rate I would appreciate a "kill yourself faggot" reply

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Ok

Big sad, just move and work under the table somewhere

Thought about it but I have nowhere to go. I was thinking about Oregon but I know that's a pipe dream. I just want to disappear to be honest and have people think I'm dead. I wonder what the process is like to become Amish.

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Just get away from mother any way possible

Fake an illness and tell your mother you won't be able to get treatment for it fue too bad credit so you are going away to die alone. Maybe she will agree to sell the house.

This is the most sensible answer and approach to this but all that's required for me to do this is time and money. If i went to work again for a prison and worked massive amounts of overtime I could probably wing this and separate myself from this problem which makes the most sense. i'll consider it...

i've openly told her that this is causing a bunch of trouble and thought about offing myself and it doesn't affect her. i'm beginning to think she only ever gave birth to me because i'm like an insurance policy to her. she even explicitly told me to place her on my life insurance policy as 50% if i ever died at my old prison... that shook me to my core

Sounds like she popped you just for the sole purpose of exploiting you.
Does she use drugs?
Did she molest you?