I'm in my final year of university and I just got kicked out. Feels bad man. Anyone want to fix my life?

I'm in my final year of university and I just got kicked out. Feels bad man. Anyone want to fix my life?

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whore yourself out on tinder or something. youll lose your virginity and get paid in the process, its a win win

Do you have any idea how close I have been to doing this?

what was the reason for getting kicked out?

Why'd you get kicked out?

Obviously it's my fault, I don't like sounding like a whiny bitch with a bad excuse.
My depression got really bad over the course of the past 7 or 8 months and it was taking a toll on my work, even though I was getting help for my shit, I had finished hardly any work and got removed
I'm allowed to come back at any point and finish though

Then you ain't fucked, as long as you don't have a B.S. major with no marketability.

Take a little time to really work on your depression, with a focus on tools to recognize and counter it.

So my next question is what's your major?

Thanks, it's just the fact that I have to go back home which is the source of all this that's getting to me.
3D Animation

Gotcha. Well, do you have anyplace else to go?

BTW, I know some things about that industry. Things you should be aware of.
Like small animation companies that pop up around big name projects, just to be shuttered as the work finishes up to specifically screw the animators out of a bunch of money.

There's money to be made, just not like many expect.

^this, definitely not fucked, I would get simple job to maintain living space and start working out to help with depression, obviously its not something that just resolves itself.

Good counsel, medication and meditation.Work in progress. You've made space in your life to focus on self-care. Captain of your own experience. Both hands on the wheel, OP. One step and the next gets you where you're going. Be a magnet for good.(positive expectancy)

fuck medication, work out and self help. Only need medication if seriously considering suicide.

Thanks. I have been doing plenty of research and things about what to look out for
I look forward to living alone, I'm hoping I get to do it soon
I'm really trying my best, it's really hard to keep it up tbh
>Only need medication if seriously considering suicide
That's me

You got your hands full.. If home is a source of your depression, it won't help if that's where you go.

Do you have an apartment or your own space currently?

For about a month

Ok, then you need to find a way to stay there and not go back to the source of your depression.

What city are you in? That will give me a good start on figuring out your employment options.

I'm not going to tell you where I live

Not asking that. Then let's try what state you're in and I'll try to flesh out options based on the larger cities there.

Schools for animation aren't usually found in backwaters, but each city has its own employment markets.

Knowing what your options are helps me determine an optimal and viable course of action given the situation you described.

I'm also calculating in your options given the severity of your depression. I would not recommended a course of action that may make things worse.

I cannot optimize my help for you in only the most general terms. Doxxing you is not helping you.

If you're trying to stay in your apartment but don't want a regular job, depending on what city your in I could give you options.

If you're female and not repulsive, you will have more options.

For example: If you're in Austin Texas, dress for a night in the clubs, something risque that shows a little thigh, maybe go by a makeup artist.
Then go to the W hotel on a Friday night. A bunch of rich middle aged dudes looking for a paid fling and if you get them a bit pussy whipped, they'll play sugardaddy. Just for a fling upstairs in their room you should not go below $500, $1000 if you're hot.

Or you could tap into the hot market for animators in Austin. Know some folks at Rooster Teeth that can hook you up.

I just exampled Austin because it's where I'm at currently. My business spans the globe.

What degree/diploma were you doing?

I see your problem now OP. I take it back, you are in trouble. You can't close any deal or see anything through.

Until you resolve that, nothing will get better in your life and your depression will always find a way to overtake you and take everything for you. You'll end up like the rest of your family back home. Life, time and opportunities just wasted and thrown away, everything rotting for no reason.

That is depressing

speaking from someone who has bipolar 1, that medication paranoia is fucking stupid. Bipolar people commit suicide 20% of the time, successfully. The highest of any mental illness, because it sucks so much you give up. That's tied with schizophrenia, who do so typically because the voices won't stop, and major depressive disorder, a la you. Aka, of all mental illness, your disorder ties you with mine for frequency of suicide. I'm finding a medication because I've accepted one *MIGHT* make my life better. If they make me feel not like me, I switch. Your BS about not taking medication is childish, and you're rejecting your own illness. Some of us have different brains, so be it.

this BS about depression not being real doesn't hold up if their suicide rate is comparable to mine. And if they don't think I need medication? Well, the term maniac comes from Mania, ie, one half of bipolar disorder... so fuck you

kek youre supposed to take the pills orally not smoke them.
The only reason I said anything about it is because your first conclusion shouldn't be to fix the problem with medication, specifically when dealing with depression. I did not say never take medication I was suggestion one makes sure the problem is not fixable by fixing problems in ones life.