I have a quirk, I do what I call these Litany things. I say stuff like this:
No one can
no one should
no one will
no one is
no one might
or like this:
I don't care
I don't have to
I don't want to
I never will
I never can
I never should
I never want to
I never might
I never think so
I do that a lot, it's weird.
i do this too except it's gibberish
i've deduced that "bellet" means dog
i do this whe i think about my past and rember a cringe moment tbh
exactly, that's when I do it, trying to block
muscle spasms and blurting out things like run! run! run!
Theres a name for this where it's like tueretts but not.
i have ocd
when i used to get bad intrusive thoughts i'd contort my face but that hurt too much so i started laughing instead but then i got a lung mucus problem and couldn't laugh too much anymore so now i try to ignore the thoughts but sometimes i'll involuntarily say random words or strings of words out loud like that
i don't like when i get so caught up in a memory that my body assumes the body language of me in that memory. i think people may mistake me for a crazy person, when i'm otherwise lucid.
I could go for some adderall
saying out loud is the baddy, ya gotta stop that
I used to align things, like on a desk or counter, everything had to be aligned and equally spaced. not so much anymore. I also had to get things in twos
mine is pure ocd so i direct everything inwardly and argue with myself about my beliefs and identity and sometimes i'll strawman someone else in an argument but it never manifested in the clean freak way
i only clean if i feel pressured to do so or am fed up with how messy everything is my house is a mess i never think to do anything because all i do is argue and play video games and shitpost