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How are you holding up, Yea Forums ?
If you want to die why don't you just do it right now?
Yeah, we both know you won't, not because you're a coward but because you don't actually want to die you just want to feel good.
Now quit being a depressed individual, talk to your best friend about your feelings and if he doesn't take it well then tough luck it ain't your fault as much as you want it to be.
Saving up for some cosmetic surgery I've been meaning to get for a while now. I've gotten better at saving money and I've sold a lot of stuff. I've just about fully recovered from my ounce a year cold I usually catch, hopefully I didn't give it to anyone at work. After all is said and done, I think I'll confess to the guy at work I have a crush on. He's the only person I've ever had feelings for, so that's gotta mean something.
>got an interview last week, for today
>mood ruined but whatever, gotta do it
>feel shit all weekend
>today arrived
>start getting ready
>"alright let's get this out of the way"
>just got told the interview was moved to tomorrow
It's because i don't want destroy my poor mother.
On one hand i'll be dead so i won't care but on the other i'm still alive so i do care.
I'd need to kill her first to spare her the despair but man i really don't want to kill my mom.
>gril I met on Yea Forums always telling me how she's finally happy now that she's met me
>almost daily telling me how grateful she is for me and shit like that
>Literally the only woman I've ever had feelings for in my life
>knew her for a year as friends, sleep with her
>next 2 weeks she wont shut up about how the sex was incredible and that's all she'd talk about
>then she just ghosts me after telling me she was never happy around me
I'm confused and miserable.
I keep seeing her in my dreams and it's been 2 months.
I can't enjoy vidya, or anything anymore actually.
I lost out on wizard powers AND I perpetually feel like shit.
Alright. Moved back home after an ESL stint I saw through to the end. Reverse culture shock is heavy but familiarizing. Plan to start applying to PHD/Doctorate programs in Psychology. Either going the professor or Clinical Psych route.
Since taking up boxing ive started maining little Mac in Smash Ultimate but of course my OCD saw me overplay this weekend so, going to cut down on that.
My love for tabletop games is still strong though. Love my Blood Bowl.
>>then she just ghosts me after telling me she was never happy around me
did we have the same girl? with bipolar disorder man
>cosmetics surgery
Why? Are you hideously deformed or something?
Been eating and sleeping very little lately and got sick on Saturday. Still haven't recovered and now I'm eating even less and haven't slept in 26 hours. I'm a fucking idiot.