You will never improve

It's sad that so many retards miss the point of this show. She was not a good influence for the protagonist.

I don't want a good influence.
I want someone to fuck up my brain until I become depressed and kill myself.

I did improve and it sucks. Now I have to waste my free time pretending to like my "friends" because I feel obligated to have a social life.

>She was not a good influence for the protagonist
You could argue that she was, yes she had some major issues but in the end they both came out far better than they were alone.

>Now I have to waste my free time pretending to like my "friends"
I get around this by just using them to play co-op games. I still don't enjoy having them, but at least they're handy. They don't even know my end goal is going back to being a hiki.

How do you into a suicide pact?

Not true. Now I'm a self-sufficient wageslave with his own apartment.

Except I still have no friends and its so lonely here I wish I were still a NEET living with my parents half the time.

>Moved to Japan
>Dating a cute girl
>Holding down a good job
>Going to college
>Read Welcome to the NHK in Japanese

I've improved so much more than I ever thought was going to be possible for me.

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>going back to uni in three days
>promised my parents I would make more of an effort to socialise because I made no good friends at all last year
>still have no idea how to just "be chill" with randoms who don't give a fuck about me without being drunk but that is a) expensive as hell and b) no way to live
I can already taste the depression toast

How? she was using him for her own ego but she still helped him gets a bit better.

I managed to graduate uni without making a single friend, its like a sad xbox achievement

stop being such a tsundere user

Jokes on you, I have a better life long before I even heard of WttNHK and I'm still living the better life and I will do so long after.

Do girls like Misaki exist irl?

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Yes but they have BPD and will likely get bored of you in a couple months time, even faster if you stop worshiping the ground she walks on. NHK is absolutely right in that Misaki is a terrible person and kept Satou in the pits for her own benefit because that's what the real life version will do too.

They do, and they're not worth your time.

Thread theme - youtube.com/watch?v=fPSCYZW8LjI

Wait hers was BPD? I thought it was like drama personality disorder or that self defeating one? Manga her is fucking nuts, anime isn't as bad, almost sweet.

I'm talking about the real life equivalent.

>improve
improvement's for pussies, enlightened individuals try to actively degrade while wondering where they went wrong and if they really want this.

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Well those are real disorders though, so I was wondering if it's just be a girl with one of those disorders. BPD would be close as fuck though. She did feel like he was her item and she owned him. She also in the manga was a jealous freak and lied, like BPD people sometimes do

Shit dude I can confirm. Had three relationships with BPD girls and they make you feel fucking amazing until they crush your heart the worst way possible half a year/a year later and you'll never recover.

Do you think I don't know that? I cry myself to sleep every day thinking about it.

how do you make the same mistake three times

/r9k/ used to have a bunch of wannabe misakis for a while, they were all kinds of messed up and half got molested as kids

I feel you.

I just want a crazy but loving GF who'll tenderly stroke my hair after slitting my throat. Preferably with my head in her lap.

>three weeks ago I could sand 25 neck joints a day, sometimes 30
>by last week I was managing just 20 guitars by working through breaks
>at some point QC gave up on telling me every time I fucked up and just started fixing them himself
>only sends back big fuckups
>still got two or three kickbacks a day
>now manager has me doing sides
>says it's not because I'm shit at neck joints even though he already has more side sanders than any other section and the neck rack is empty most of the day
>still can't take anything to the wheel without rolling edges
>still can't get shadows out of the maple
>can't do blends
>can't even imagine doing tops
>expected to reach 40/day within two months

I think you're right OP. Maybe I should leave early tomorrow and go swimming from the bridge.

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you haven't improved enough if you're still here

First time I was 14, second 17 and last time 20. First time I obviously didn't know, second time I was over it and thought not everyone's like that and the third time made me realize my mistakes.

/R9k/ sadly has a lot of those over the years.

Don't BPD also make you feel like you're number one at the start of a relationship until they get their hooks in you?

No, it should have taught you that you're only a shut in because of others enabling you, and only after your safety net is cut will you face reality.

Yeah. It's really fucking absurd. They make you feel like they need you/you're their caretaker while they do everything for you / support you as long as you praise them or appreciate them and at some point they basically turn you into a mindless slave and suddenly the appreciation isn't enough so they decide to randomly drop you which is extremely painful because you remember all the times they threatened with suicide and you got worried over them or when they break your heart and say shit like "oh well, I really thought we could have had some cute children but obviously you don't appreciate me enough anymore".

Now I just wish they were all dead. Well one is. She had an heroin overdose. Just try to get normal gfs user, I wouldn't wish a BPD one upon my worst enemy.

I was gonna call you faggot but I realize I’m not that different from you. Fuck something is wrong with me

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>FBI OPEN UP!

silence isn't always a BAD thing...

I don't intend to user and I feel bad you had to have that happen to you. I am curious if you don't mind telling, what moment did you realize you wanted out and how long before she stop trying to get you back? If it's not too bad to answer for ya. Just curious about those kinds of relationships

I would really like to hear more about your experiences if you're not opposed to sharing.

I'm a 23 y/o guy who's had a therapist dance around the idea of giving a diagnosis of BPD, only held back by my lack of knowledge about my family.

I've never been in a relationship before because of fears that I'd harm my partner in the same way you have been hurt and would like to know what to possibly look out for in my own actions.

I'm ashamed to admit but basically I got manipulated into not wanting to get out of it because I thought it's actual love with the exception of the second one where I basically said alright fuck it break up. It took the first one a year to come back, saying how I was the absolute best boyfriend she's ever had and that she was just a dumb teen back then and the second one came back four years later basically saying the same shit the first one did when she wanted me back. Third one hasn't come back (it's been four years).

What I dislike about it the most is that it fucked something up deep inside of me (probably because it was during my developing years) to a point where I've hurt a lot of female friends who apparently genuinely care for me / had interest in being together but I'm paranoid that they all turn out to be the same so it just turns into mindless hookups that leave me feeling more broken than before. BPD girls are like parasites.

Don't be a sociopath, it's that easy.

Pyschiatric ward-worthy, to be honest.

I can do one better

>Finish Uni without a single friend
>dont land any jobs in the degree
>after 5 years wagecucking decide to go back and try a different Degree
>nothing changed and the course is so mind numbing, never bothered to show up at exams.
>Still enrolled somehow but I havent been on campus in months.
>only really leave the house to get supplies.

Did i winrar?

>was basically a NEET for 6 years after highschool
>bouncing from shitty job to job
>could never hold anything down because working made me just as depressed as wasting away at home
>signed up for the air force out of the blue and put my heart and soul into the interview/testing
>now in training to be part of the 1st generation aircrew of a new fleet of advanced helos
>my brother told me that my dad was just barely holding back tears of joy during my graduation
>mfw when my mom told me how proud she was of me

No matter how bad it seems, there's always a way

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So many come to mind, but the most important are probably that when someone says they appreciate you, try to accept it until proven otherwise and that when your partner is hurt or sick actually care instead of trying to make it about you. Oh and don't ever start the "huh, well I deserve something better anyway" shit when you have the slight suspicion of something being wrong even you have proof that it's not the case.

Holy shit user. I feel for ya. So 1 and 3 broke it off? Sounds like you actually got lucky. I honestly hope you can get over the pain they caused you. At least you learned something from them and it helped you grow

Is there anything I can do to save one of my friends who's falling into the NEET hole? I can't even be there for him in person since I travel for work all the time.

This

>I'm worried my illness might make me act horribly
>just don't be ill

Thank you. I'll keep this in mind if I ever try to get into a relationship.

>airforce maintainer
I am so fucking sorry for what you're about to experience. Hold that appreciation close because you aren't getting any more of it any time soon.

But I have. Over the course of a year I’ve gotten a full time job and cute girlfriend.

Yes, they did. I just try to keep moving forward by distracting myself (be it jamming with local bands at a pub, working out or studying new stuff for work promotions). I've got a long way to go, and as long as these memories and doubts will eventually disappear I don't mind walking it.

Thank you. I appreciate that a lot.

>something is wrong with me
what's wrong with it though

He has an actual working conscience, unlike you, mental illness-san.

Hey now, I like to think I have a fairly good albeit constantly guilty conscience.

Anyone ever see or got a picture of the hikikomori diploma that came with the 8ty volume of the manga? Can't find one anywhere

Oh no, you misunderstood, I'm working inside the helo, manning the sensors and door gunner when the situation calls for it. I'm actually going on deployment to Japan soon for cross-training and advisory since we're a sea ops unit.

What's wrong with not improving?
Genuinely, I don't see anything wrong with giving up.

That's up to you. You must be in a very comfortable position in life to not want to improve. Or in one that isn't bad enough yet.

But I already have? Got a $50 an hour job so I'm technically no longer a NEET (yeah wageslavery sucks, but it's still a step up).

why not both?

user-kun, I have just what you need to break out of your hikikomori ways, it's the perfect way for us to take our revenge on the world!

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Novel > Live Action > Manga >>>>> shit > Anime

Better be better than those fucking vitamins

>tfw I fell for a multi level marketing job when I was in college and desperate for work

That whole arc made me laugh and cry at the same time.

Live action? I knew there was a documentary but not like e action. The anime was better than manga I thought. Less ducked up stuff

Wait, since when there's a live action

What happened to her hair

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Sorry to hear that user.
If it's any consolidation, apparently a bunch of people from my high school got caught up in a pyramid scheme involving selling knives and one ended up getting stabbed, so at least you're not them.

You're not a NEET right Yea Forums?

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You ok user?

There are so many things wrong in that picture I don't even know where to begin

Wiki had manga, LN anime?

I may be a NEET but I'm only a shut-in and not a hiki. Though that's only because I'd be put back in therapy otherwise.
Do people still fall for that bait picture?

>$615 in donations
What the fuck?

it means your real life

>but I'm only a shut-in and not a hiki
What's the difference?

cut and stopped dyeing it after graduating

no. girls do not help people, they only leech off employed men

That reminds me of this bullshit from the economist iirc

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We’ll see about that!

It was from WSJ.

I went into a couple hiki communities online and they tend to have a strict definition that you never leave your room at all except to get food if you're a hiki, but shut-ins roam around their house somewhat freely and occasionally leave home for brief periods.

ahhh but this one had mental issues so maybe that normal function was reversed and she turns into a nice person.

turned down a job offer today because it wasnt the position i applied for. guy told me i dont have enough experience for the one i wanted. well, thats because no one wants to train me. how will i ever get a career by working an irrelevant position?

a classic

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OMK, teenager pun pun and first chapters from watamote gave me the NHK feel

I thought that's Kurt Cobain in the GIF thumbnail and got really confused

cringe blogthread

What's a henry offense?

depends. if he is a neet like me and willing to work but cant find anything, then call in a favor to get him a job. if he simply doesnt care then theres nothing you can do.

None of that is real

"High Earner, Not Rich Yet"
a rich person who denies being rich

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No one is enabling me though
I go to work and have my own place but I don't go outside other than that

Improving is dumb, every time I wake up and I feel ""good"" is awful, why would I want that constantly?

Poor doggie.

I loved him thought I'd hate him but fuck was he fun to watch. Sad he fell for a lesbo

>feel like shit when isolated by myself
>when outside with others I just want to be back home again
There's no winning is there

Capitalism played you for a fool

why don't all of you just go to an anime club

>anime clubs

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People who openly enjoy anime and manga are almost all insufferable

I can picture the ironic weeaboo who wrote that sign.

i try to tell myself this but then i realize these people are way more confident and less socially inept than me. they are actually making friends and enjoying themselves with others while i just sit make excuses. maybe openly enjoying anime and manga wouldnt be so bad

Why would I do that

This is only one near me.

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Cause I'm a manga only and a club would be full of anime onlys.

>and less socially inept than me. they are actually making friends and enjoying themselves with others
Do you really consider talking to and making friends with a bunch of people who don't shower, understand basic social cues, etc. is some sort of achievement?
You could go out and make friends with these people easily but are those really people you want associated with yourself in the public eye?
I could cast my upcoming wizardhood aside by fucking some gross uggo but I'm not going to because I have some sense of self pride.

then go?

how do you actually know they are that bad? have you researched at least a couple different anime clubs?

But what if I've already improved a lot from where I was even 5 years ago

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>how do you actually know they are that bad
Because I've met those types on multiple occasions.

I went to an anime club and there was the token girl lording over all the nerds, but then another chick joined and they started competing for attention and dressing skimpier and more overt flirting with the nerd members.
I stopped going soon after as I got a job as a mangaka assistant.

You liar.

Could you please remind me the name of that doujin? It's pretty hot.

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NHK writer hasn't done anything since

What doujin?
Sorry I don't look at porn after getting molested by sister while in elemntary school.

bad feels man

you seem to really want anons to go to anime clubs, huh?
Don't talk to this user, he's clearly a part of the Nihon Hikikomori Kyoukai

>I went to an anime club and there was the token girl lording over all the nerds, but then another chick joined and they started competing for attention and dressing skimpier and more overt flirting with the nerd members.
This one. Don't pretend you didn't read it.

>everyone says go to clubs is a great way to make friends
>you like anime
hmmm i wonder what the logical next step would be

they're all shimimaru plots

NHK get the fuck out of my board

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go to the fucking club you closeted weeb

Thanks. With that info I can look it up myself.

GET LOST WOMEN!GET LOST WOMEN!GET LOST WOMEN!GET LOST WOMEN!GET LOST WOMEN!GET LOST WOMEN!

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They're probably good people and quite nice to talk with once you get to know them.
However I consider it a matter of personal hygiene. You don't go sharing your hobby with strangers the same way you don't share your toothbrush. If you ever have to do it with anyone it should be with someone you know very well and trust, and even then it would be better not to.
As the other user said, it's a matter of self pride.

I'm not going to an anime club nor am I leaving my home you faggot

Surprised NHK has this much activity on Yea Forums. Kinda glad though. It was a good show. Depressing but good. Did sato end up with her in the anime/LN ending? Always assumed

that analogy makes no sense.

But Ironic weebs don't watch Raildex. Would probably have JoJo, Maid Dragon, or Konosuba on the poster if they truly put a nuweeb in charge of making posters.

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>zero doujins
fuck this gay earth.

My angel

It's okay.

Older shows don't get the same love as stuff today

she's real

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That's not my Misaki.

I want a senpai of my own

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Good cosplay but sleeves are black not brown

What a slut

Enjoy;
exhentai.org/g/856364/6c82eb9810/

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You fuckers could be happy if you learned to be with yourselves. But you're so dumb you will become sour failed normalfags if you fail or just plain sour normalfags if you "succeed" because you have idealized what grills and fronds are.

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Lol I love myself, even the parts which are faulty. Problem is the faulty parts are causing my problems and THAT is the big problem.

Ah, but I did although I still shitpost from work all day so not much has changed. Well, at least my parents can't bitch about me doing useless computoor stuff since that's now my job.

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That was one hot lesbian, though.

And what are your problems?

I love you

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I love how the author is female

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What made you think having a social life is mandatory? If you have a nice family visit them and fuck everyone else.

My safety net will only dissapear if my country collapses, which is unlikely to happen. Aside from that you're full of shit,btw. A lot of people simply can't handle the pressure of participating in modern society.

What compels a person to blog about their job in these threads? Do they really think actual NEETs find it fascinating?
Heads up, if you're drifting from job to job you're not a NEET so stop ruining the term.

my family dislikes me and feels I'm the source of their unhappiness

Then fuck everyone.
I decided having social life just for the sake of social life kinda sucked when I was like 18yo I don't even know how you can even cope with that.

Wth user 50/h is pretty good.

Those are normalfags who don't actually like anime.

Delusion is also an option

In the last 2 years I got a job at a university, got fit, learned a new language, got new friends. I can confidently tell you that it's not worth the effort. Watching anime and playing video games all day is vastly superior. Okay, the job part might be neccessary at some point for the money but you can just ditch the rest.

The best part is that she wrote doujin about femalke hmangaka fucking her assistant.

I've finally found motivation to start studying. I'm going to quit my job and either go back to school or just self-study, not sure yet but I've got a decent amount of money saved up thanks to my frugal lifestyle so I've got time to think about it. What I really need first is a rest, my body is so worn out. The future's still cloudy but there's some light peeking through now.

Friends are a pain in the ass
>Bro you can't just play games, go clubbing with us
>yes, I can
Never heard from them again.

Nigger lying fuccking nigger $50/h my ass

>Watching anime and playing video games all day is vastly superior.

Now listen this man because he knows the truth.

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Getting fit isn't necessary, but I can absolutely recommend any NEET user who has problems with brain fog or negative thoughts to try out running. If you go for a run you won't be having any problems with those for the rest of the day and you feel better in general. It's also not at all hard to learn if you're not disabled.
Not meming here I genuinely think running is a major part of why I feel a lot better these days.

It's not gay if it's a horse cock,right?

>been working out for months now
>got 85+ on every test and only have a year left before getting my B.S.
Nah fuck you, shit's going great.
Still incredibly autistic and socially awkward though

Because the anime paints her in a far more positive light than the novel/manga. Blame the anime execs that watered things down.

this is why I'm not going back to school without proper therapy
without emotional support all it takes is one bad event to screw up your plans

Good going admitting you need help, user. I've been following cbt an it has helped me a great deal to be more stable.

>not 90+

I understand what you're trying to say user, but when you generalize like that it just sounds like projection.

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I'm old, I've been through all that shit, I just would like to help some anons.

We never deserved Aniki.

Share your wisdom, oh 25 yo oldfag.

I'm 33, what do you want?

>Miss Ebola.
Of all the lonely anons he picked a undeserving /pol/ fag to respond to.

He was so nice he didn't make distinctions, he loved us all.

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I'm intrigued by your previous comment, but I don't quite get what you're trying to convey. Pls tell us without memespeak this time.

What memespeak you're talking about?
I don't get you.
My point was quite simple, if you idealize the normalfag life you're going to be frustrated because it mostly sucks, also if you get sour about not getting it it's going to get worse with time. Also stop expecting someone else to come and solve your shit, I think even Welcome to the NHK made that point, be happy with yourself and the rest is secondary. That was my point.

most people I know that do this are shonen fags 90% of the time. One time some autistic kid in college was recommending me monstergirls

I'm in school trying to do the best I can on projects on the side except I can never seem to start them, instead I think endlessly on the best way to optimize them and keep thinking about it without actually doing anything. Maybe I just need to download more tutorials I always think. But I watch them and never do them so I never get any better. I want to just get in there and keep failing since that's how I learn but for some reason it's been over 3 years with me knowing this and I still have made next to no progress.

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Go to a society, your uni must have those right?

Back in my first year of uni I lived with normalfags who I didn't click with and basically had an awful time for the first week or so, felt really fucking sad for the first time in ly life, didn't eat for around 4 days just because I couldn't be bothered, stayed in my room all the time and basically spent my time looking up alternatives to uni and things to do for someone like me.

Despite hearing from many sources on Yea Forums to not go to a vidya society since it'll be full of neckbearded autists, I thought I might as well give it a shot because it can't hurt. First room I enter is a bunch of dudes talking about MGSV (since it just came out) and I decided to join them. After a while I notice these guys seemingly like vidya beyond entry level stuff and I decided to ask what some of their favourite games are, turned out one guy had the exact same favourite game as me and from that point on I basically had a blast through uni, became friends with those guys and attended more societies they did. Hell, they basically got me into anime full time instead of just entry level stuff and because of them I became president of the anime soc for two years and led them into being a very successful society, recently passed on the reigns this year and hoping they'll do well when uni starts back up.

I honestly don't know where I would be right now if I didn't decide to go to that society 4 years ago. Hell, I practically graduated with the help of one guy from the society who helped me through some tough coursework.

Give it a shot man, it's easier to talk to people who all have the same interests you do.

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Dude was patrician, you ungrateful bastard.
Probably was an embarassement that was talking too loud, though, I suppose.

I don't want to be with myself, I'm an asshole to myself, fuck me.