Trace your philisophical journey

Trace your philisophical journey
>began as a christcuck born in greek orthocuck family. conservative politics
>turned atheist. lolbertarianist politics.
>now: panexperiantalism/panentheism. aesthetics as first philosophy. marxist politics.

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>Began as Catholic
>Now Muslim

>Began as Catholic Liberal
>Now Muslim Traditionalist
forgot to add

>libertarian in middle school
>early high school jungian
>kantian late high school
>logical positivist early college
>nietzschean between age 20-22ish
>23 not sure about views, intellectual crisis, read a lot of greeks n shieet
>find /pol/ (8chn) get “redpilled” on jews, niggers etc
>24 read guenon/evola
>mind blown
>seraphim rose
>mind blown even more
>start going to orthodox church
>ultimately not convinced
>feel sad
>short interlude of reading occultists shit
>back to guenon, read him more thoroughly
>very into it
>start to consider evola’s/tantra’s critic of guenon’s metaphysics
>realize guenon has flaws too
>now 28
>recently read pic related
>mind blown again
>frantically trying to reassemble some sort of worldview

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>Began as nothing
>Will end as nothing

This is the real essence of all philosophy, read literature instead

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>spend my pre-teen and teen years as run of the mill progressive humanist and atheist
>struck adulthood and transformed into a culturally conservative, economically statist, vertical syndicalist and agnostic while recognizing the societal value of strong religious institutions with a sorelian and laschian concern for the historical genesis of morality and societal regeneration

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>began as lukewarm catholic in lukewarm catholic family
>r/atheist at 12 when I realize I like men more than I should
>discover /pol/ at 14 and for full tradcath for about 3 years, get into Yea Forums at this time and start with the Greeks, honestly a blessed period in my life
>graduate HS, move away from home, go full degenerate hedonist and get into individualism and anarchy
>damn near ruin life and fuck up GPA first year at uni
>fast forward a few years later
>Now am a Kierkegaard tier Christfag who has problems with continued doubting and my own homosexuality, trying to unlearn my /pol/ hostility and my hedonist degeneracy
I want to say a rosary and just go to seminary but 1. I dont agree with too many papist doctrines, 2. I dont want to enable catholic pedo rings by rejoining their institution, and 3. I dont want to be literally another repressed fag priest.

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what proportion of US armed forces are shitskin?

Holy cringe.

>Begin as an atheist
>Then became agnostic
>Considered Catholicism
>Became left wing
>Became righ wing
>Considered Orthodox Christainity
>Now a Hindu

Wow, this is a significantly less miserable existence

raised in a nominally protestant family (mom) with a conservative atheist father. After a false and normal youthful dalliance with leftism generally, now myself a conservative atheist. The atheism was always core and I've never really been outside it, because I am smart, it's the politics which have varied a bit, per the usual youth-adulthood trajectory. I read large amounts of the fashionable left-wing Yea Forums fare, the better to reject it from a position of knowledge, and to pass the time.

Actually read the rationalists a year ago.

>Thinks one word phrases can some up the complexity of human intellectual development

I doubt you've even left the harbour.

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>Methodistcuck, apolitical, aepisteme, anoetic, static spiritual fracture, emotionally vacant household
>agnostic through to college
>ietsism/pantheism first year, find philosophy
>try gnosticism
>realize the immaterial metaphysics is isolating as fuck, stranger in my body, etc.
>try neoplatonism
>defeated dualism. ok.... that's... alright... still apolitical pantheist
>hey aesthetics is cool
>sex is lame though due to connection of the senses being totally obliterated from sitting and reading and wandering around aimlessly in a hypnotic trance most days too much

>b d s m

Here I am

>new atheist, libertarian
>woke “bro dmt” new age guy
>middle class socialist teenage brat
>almost die in car accident 5 years ago
>turn conservative
>start going to mass more and more > catholic traditionalist

Based

>liberal in middle school
>liberal in high school
>became a neet after finishing high school early, became a hardcore libertarian, pretty racist too
>now more liberal again as a college student

>Raised seventh day Adventist
>Became Atheist right leaning white nationalist in early teens
>Liberal Atheist in late teens early 20s
>Discover Buddhism and practice this for a few years while also being a commie
>Become disillusioned but then discover the gnostic texts
>Now a gnostic Christian and Ron Paulian
>wtf

>didn't read philosophy
>started reading philosophy
>become less confused
>still confused though

Jorjani is great my man.
Go watch the new thinking allowed interviews with him.

Also... You should have come to the insight by now that humans create their own worlds by social acknowledgement of certain narratives. while the spirits of nature and such form certain boundaries which prevent the narratives from being to arbitrary there is much much leeway for humanys to form their models of the world to their practical advantage.

It boils down to what humans as such strive for as individuals and as a collective. I would suggest reading william james to gather his ideas about pragmatism. And then read Rudolf Steiner and the surrounding contenporarys. This is better done in the mative tongue german bitte.

Let your soul and spirit be guided by these questions:
What is the human?
Where does he come from?
And where will he go?

Imo we have to establish a kind of Geisteswissenschaft that is not materialistic. But at the same time we need ontology and theory of science that prevents us from loosing a pragmatic overaight. Kind of like the next stage of scientific meta cognitive reflexion.

Greetings from Wien

politically liberal forever, everything I read just makes me more of a liberal dirtbag centrist

the exception is the realm of sexuality and familial affairs where I think traditional values are the way to go

>childhood & pre-teen development was a mix of agnosticism, flimsy christcuckery, and superficial tankie and liberal shit
>later become a /pol/tard and ride the MAGA enthusiasm
>slowly get more extreme and nuanced, start to become a fascist/third position red-brown alliance type
>adopts mixed market socialist economics and gradually becomes something more of an edgy eco-socialist with deep ecological views
>fallout with /pol/tards and goes into an existentialist phase, start to read more Nietzsche while weaning off stormshit
>get into PoMo, post-leftism, and more recently accelerationism

Plato > Descartes > Nietzsche > Schopenhaur > Kant > Hegel > Heidegger