I've realized the biggest pill to take is understanding that there is no such thing as 'truth realization' or enlightenment. In fact, we are not on a journey towards enlightenment, it's more so the opposite. We are on a journey towards becoming LESS enlightened. If you were a supreme being and could choose to do anything, you would probably choose to jump in this reality and live the most materialistic and impulsive lifestyle just for the sake of it, even though the empirical world is an illusion, you know you want to eat the best steak in the matrix. Almost all spirituality is a denial of this fact so instead they seek a false light that is actually the darkness spoken about in the Tao Te Ching. If you look at human biology, we're evil disgusting beings with sexual perversions. Only by the lie of 'society' do we pretend not to be.
What book should I read that challenge this? If you recommend something stupid like 'The Bible', i'm not going to bother.