I feel you man. I was hyped to go to uni but it turned out to be midwit central, basically a prep school for rich kids.
H.l Menckens book on Nietzsche really inspired me. I sort of lost direction in life and the idea of embracing the pursuit of overcoming struggle for its own sake was at least a place to start.
What is some good Yea Forumserature on getting your life together before it's too late? I recently started college...
The Razor's Edge
How old are you?
The Tatami Galaxy
When you hate your life so much that you consider killing yourself don t you think radical changes are necessary?
Sorry this is not me, this is an imposter. What kind of radical changes
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if you want to live life, unplug the dream machine
Obviously, but that's very vague advice. What kind of changes do I need to make? How do I implement those changes into my life? "Just change your life" isn't very good advice.
Why are you pretending to be me?
This is a ridiculous line of questioning. Are we supposed to be psychic?
find a role model and mimic him, but the key thing here is that you should make yourself vulnerable, let people know that you´re an introverted/antisocial person with no friends, that way it´s easier later not to give a fuck about people´s opinion, also meditation helps to cope with anxiety