What is some good Yea Forumserature on getting your life together before it's too late? I recently started college...

What is some good Yea Forumserature on getting your life together before it's too late? I recently started college, and even after therapy, I'm still a socially retarded nervous wreck with no marketable life skills and no experience of any kind. The only joy I get at this point is from reading and anime. I expected college to be better than high school like everyone said, but so far it's just as bad, and obviously I haven't made any friends and I don't expect to. What do I do, Yea Forums? Seriously considering just killing myself when I graduate because I'm too much of a pussy to enter the real world.
Please don't recommend bullshit pop self-help books.

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Take it from me who was in your position, now that I'm older: do everything you can to disassociate yourself from your hermetic, electronic life, and work out/re-connect with nature. You'll never find a solution in a book. Theres nothing particularly wrong with you, it's the whole package. You're a sour note to people, you can't toss out the instrument but you can still learn to play a song or two.

Trial by fire, either you do a cannonball into an acid bath and change from the bottom up, or get sucked into redpill/self-improvement culture and spend your 20s farting around looking for the Next Big Thing.

I'm saying you need to let yourself feel your despair. fuck a book, smoke a blunt and go to party, don't do that faggoty PUA shit, go there, sit, and let yourself feel the desolation.

I don't care about picking up girls. I just don't want to end up a failure in life.

Your life was over before it started. Either make radical changes or don't. I can tell you for a fact books won't help you.

>Either make radical changes or don't.
That's not exactly very helpful advice...

I think Marcus aurelius would be good if u haven't read
But getting really big into esports is cool and good, u make lots of friends

Literature isn't about self-help. Choose another board. However I can share your dizzying sense of only getting to live once, the preciousness and singularity of time, and that's going to drive me to immediately close this browser tab.

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>I think Marcus aurelius would be good if u haven't read
Thank you.

>But getting really big into esports is cool and good, u make lots of friends
I'm not good at video games so that's not really an option.

Take a semester off college to work some bullshit menial job that exposes you to a lot of young people. Save a hundred each paycheck and enjoy the rest. You're too young to be "getting your life together".