I know that feel, the need for peace.
Consider Submission to Allah (may He be glorified and exalted)
I am ending my life, so here's my story
Samuel Powell
Matthew Evans
Don't force yourself to live, kill yourself authentically my friend :)
Zachary Rodriguez
It's a bit weird when you go in depth about the video game but if you are actually serious, please don't kill yourself.
Michael Carter
Allah can suck fat dicks
Andrew Cook
basically this
Matthew Campbell
It's never to late to fix yourself OP
Lincoln Cook
Please do not do it there's everything to live for
Daniel Sanchez
Dude you do not have convincing arguments for suicide. You lived your whole loge with your terrible family and you feel very much down because you feel like you're not "really" living, since you only mope around in your house full of resent. All is not lost though. You clearly have the ability to self-reflect, and that's a prerequisite for coming out of this hole. Now what do you do? You move away, find some menial job and get involved with people. You need your outlook on life challenged and that is not going to happen where you are. Or even better, move out to study if possible. Consider that in earlier times people most just did what their parents did, what they were always supposed to, but in this day and age, it's possible to take control yourself and see if it doesn't lighten up your mood a little. What do you have to lose?
Daniel Campbell
Also see a pschycologist
Grayson Brown
I'm not going to read that
Seems like you are topping yourself for attention idk, why would you post this here?
You don't want to do this probably