Just had sex with a married woman and I honestly feel suicidal from guilt. I need reading to cope, please help with recs

did you post this same thread on r9k?

Society has engineered me to feel bad for doing wrong, yes

No, not all, but she told me she didn't want to have sex multiple times. I actually managed to sleep with her once without it

en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Contrition

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No, they would REEE me off

>having sex is wrong

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And these social rules have been engineered to steer people towards virtue and away from vice. Your point?

I already experienced severe grief after I came, so much it was impossible for me to get it back again though she tried.

Since you might acutally be able to give me a non meme answer I'll ask you just this once...

what does sex feel like?

It is in the wrong context

virtue and vice are social constructs

you've been brainwashed

it feels like taking a giant rock hard shit but in reverse

Like your penis is being sucked down a vortex, along with all the other sensations of being intimate and kissing all over a naked woman while being naked yourself

that sounds scary. Does it hurt?

shut the fuck up weeb

'St. Thomas Aquinas in his Commentary on the Master of the Sentences thus explains its peculiar use: "Since it is requisite for the remission of sin that a man cast away entirely the liking for sin which implies a sort of continuity and solidity in his mind, the act which obtains forgiveness is termed by a figure of speech 'contrition'."[2] This sorrow of soul is not merely speculative sorrow for wrong done, remorse of conscience, or a resolve to amend; it is a real pain and bitterness of soul together with a hatred and horror for sin committed; and this hatred for sin leads to the resolve to sin no more.'

The point is that you: 1) recognize and despise your sin 2) accept that you will have to pay somehow for your sin 3) use the anguish you feel to make a firm resolution not to commit said sin again.

You should cut off all contact with the woman in question until you are confident in your control over yourself.

It can if she is on top and bends your dick too hard, otherwise no

It sounds like you are being manipulated by a Demiurge to have deeper carnal attachments to world of flesh rather than the world of spirit. You realize your ape body is more puppet-like than you'd like to admit.
You will suffer for trillions upon trillions of kalpas, icchantika.

Thank you

>It sounds like
It feels like*

hot damn, this is def lit related, please tell us more
also please kys, thx

you're only mad at me for telling you the truth because society has trained you to reject the truth and only accept the lies you have been told since birth

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>most posters here have sex
haha yeah I have lots of sex. I LOVE fucking chicks bro haha

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Nope, the truth is you will suffer for trillions of kalpas because you are an icchantika scum. You will be lost in endless false awakenings where you experience grueling pain.

You shouldn't cope, you deserve this pain.

No. God sets the rules punk

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR WHY DOES EVERYONE GET TO HAVE SEX BUT ME? FUCK FUCK FUCK

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You haven't spoken to god though, have you?

I have.

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don't ruin the meme for people who have no idea about board culture, let them think that we're actually all this hopeless, it's funny

t. posturing incel

ITT: Things That Happened

all incels, posturing or not, constitute less than 10% of this board, newfag

source; your incel ass

have sex

Yeah, you know that bit where you go out and then in again? That’s my favourite part haha

Having sex is reddit. If you've had sex you need to return there.

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What you spoke to was the Demiurge who pretends to be God.
Have sex and do the work of the Demiurge? You are a disgusting ape.

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based Goslingposter

no it's your god who is wrong

I'll fight you over this

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it's pretty Yea Forums to have a married woman on the side

No that sounds degenerate and redditpilled.

Yea Forums is all about taking a vow of chastity and saving yourself for the platonic form of sex.

Well I would commit now, she might have a kid, but she wants me to go to church which I do not want to do

user, I don't want to be a writer, I wan't to be the character in a writers story that actually gets to have the sex

but you're the closest thing I have to a friend and if you have sex you'll abandon me for the golden calf that is modern liberal society.

>Just had sex with a married woman and I honestly feel suicidal from guilt.

if you are a full blown degenerate you can write a suave noir beatnik style about it, if you still have soul let guilt eat you a bit since you deserve it, it even might build your character

also
Dostojevski "Crime and punishment" is your read

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Unless it's for procreation, it's wrong.
Do not misuse the generative organs for recreation, fool.

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How did it happen?

you've been brainwashed by society

Thanks

this

You have.
Society is the one selling the lie that sex should be practiced as much as possible.

you've been brainwashed by society

>sex

nothing wrong with sex even if not for procreation as long as its within marriage. all kinds of sexual degeneracy is pretty common today and fornication is basically normalized so much that people often dont know the meaning of term "fornication".

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Why would you feel bad? You didn't make the marriage shit, or make her cheat. She, and her husband did. Maybe if you fuck her harder you'll be too tired to feel bad.

sounds like you've been brainwashed by society

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Being part of adultery makes me also at fault

>brainwashed by society

society directs in one way or another

what an un-noble swine thing to write

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The Bible

Playing dangerous games is the only way to truly live, to experience novelty. Keep fucking her like a chad, write a book and dedicate it to her husband. Eventually drive him to suck-starting a shotgun; his demise will give you more XP and you'll rank up.

To all fags countering what he said, that is indeed a fact, since that very aspect of ethics is totally subjetive (like all ethics in my opinion, but let's leave it there). So let's see...now the universe or nature will condemn he for doing that? Come on retards.
Even if you say that in some minimal way it affects the overall "social order", is totally nonsense

just forget what you've been told up until now

forget about your powerpoint slides

look into your heart for once and think for yourself and tell me what your opinion is

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>3d

Retarded brainlet.

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You need Tolstoy's Resurrection.

No, he would just dump her. He is an accomplished military officer and everyone likes him.

Drawings can't kiss you

When he was a jr officer, the enlisted were probably running trains on that dude's wife, and E-4 and below got to hit first. You're good my man, if anything get tested

>muh 3d slimy flesh and fluids
>rubbing flesh stick to marshhole good
>not rubbing flesh stick to fleshy fluidy pit bad

>morality

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Ok and what is the point? Why is everyone obsessed with sex again? Even if you are horny retard it is still not a good idea as a man to commit to relationship or sexual activity these days or else you risk a lot by the law.

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The stupidiest way to solve that:

>"God sets the rules"
>..."God"...

If, for instance, I got to never know about God's existence? I imply that you don't know literally nothing about God, neither his name, concept, etc; then if you do something against his rules, you would be a sinner without knowing that you sinned (or even what is a sin).
Think about that.

What about if you've had sex but wish you hadn't? Do I still need to go back to that hellhole

Fuck off, faggot.

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Phoneposters need to be banned.

This is not an incel board.

Marriage exists for a good reason you clueless nigger.

then say it

This my man, military wives are fucking slags. She probably called another fuckboi over the moment you left. You should feel bad you got used but don't beat yourself up over it, just accept you did a thing your not proud of and move on, preferably leaving that woman in the rear view mirror.

She said she wants to marry me now, but she won't unless I start going to church (which I won't). She didn't just want a one night stand

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Your only solution is to be honest with the wronged party and acknowledge his right of emotional reparation. Be glad we're not in the Roman republic. He could sodomize you as punishment for committing adultery with his wife.

most based thing I've read in days

sweaty. like everything is sweat, and you're sweating, and it's too hot so you turn the AC on, but you're naked and sweating so you're hot and sweaty but also cold and wet at the same time. also she's sweating and you're sweating

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What is this cuck shit? You aren't married or in a relationship so you literally did nothing wrong here. She's the one who should feel guilty, you're a MAN, user. You were presented with a task and you fulfilled it, if you didn't someone else would have.

Drop that shit my dude

>wE LiVe iN a SoCiEtY

Tell her that’s all it was unless she bends to your non-church going ass. Ha.

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Prove it denialcel

Why? I've screwed tons of married men. It's their business, not mine. Maybe their wives should stop being fat and bitchy if they don't want to get cheated on.
Fucking loser Kantian playing fox and grapes.
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Whore.

Being promiscuous is Yea Forums.

Like I’ve said before: the Bible thumpers are an odd fit for a literature board. We want more than the Bible, theologians and an assortment of Christian apologetics. We want it all.

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Hey user,

You committed a serious sin, against the woman, her husband, and yourself, but it's good that you recognize this and want to atone for it. There's no need to feel suicidal – a second serious crime doesn't negate another.

I'd recommend reading the Gospels, especially Jesus' words on adultery, praying, and when you're ready, asking ingenuously for forgiveness.

No, I will not

Yes. There’s even a chance you’ll die!