Currently sitting in my car, feeling uninspired about life. Drinking a coffee to give myself some urgency and optimism and to pretend I'm the type of important busy person with stuff to do who needs coffee but really I have nothing to do.
I'll be in London soon, working 9 to 5 (assuming I have the balls to leave the office at 5 pm sharp), completely uninspired, with no free time, knowing I wasted the final NEET period of my life.
An ugly meek charismaless nofriends loser autist beta who becomes the awkward loner nobody talks to within one day of all his jobs. Oh I am not looking forward to the awkward social experiences at the start of my new job, when people figure out I'm an autist.
I have no passions and nothing I could talk about in depth for more than 10 minutes.
I am not a doer. I waste my time online in eternal procrastination instead of doing stuff. I need to start doing things that take a long time and can't be rushed in the evenings.
My best good is to try and harness my autism in to hard work and a love of routine. But it is not an appealing life path. I worry that I don't have the right type of autism to have real passions.
I am about to read a book but I don't really give a fuck about books. I only read them so that pseudointellectuals won't think I'm dumb.
Why bother doing anything when people got rich investing in bitcoin or other low effort things, and Chad and Stacey get everything handed to them?
I have been stuck in a demotivated rut for around 5 years and 4 months. I feel guilty about everything I do, don't do, and how I do it. So I do nothing.
Inb4 "exercise". It does nothing. And I'm glad it does nothing. Only a fucking low IQ person could have their life totally fixed by exercise.
My brother, meditation is the key which you seek. When one finds peace in nothingness, one can find peace within themself. I pray you take 2 or 3 minutes out of your day to meditate. That is all you need. Learn the process. There are plenty of guided meditations on the Internet. If you truly wish to change, meditation is the answer. If you would like to stay miserable, do and change nothing. Good luck Londonfrog.
Jackson Russell
i dont like how i think you are right.
Caleb Wood
if you try to grow a bonsai, you'll probably just end up with a tree
Shut the fuck up, reported This is Yea Forums not /r9korwhateverthefuck/ Stop puking bad offtopic vibes onto the board Epictetus said, Remember, the door is always open. If you want to walk out that door then do so. It’s right there. It’s open. Otherwise quit bitching.
Nathaniel Cox
how new are you to not know who the op is
Jaxson Miller
Don't you DARE disrespect Londonfrog. Cunt.
Aaron Morris
there are 20 memerson threads a day but somehow londonfrog is the problem
Austin Foster
Actually I think in that post he shows he knows who londonfrog is.
Absolutely no excuse for the behavior though. What londonfrog needs is some positivity in his life. Think about when I tell Butterfly to do anything: she does it. She is so subservient she sees the purpose of doing things for me and me alone. Any other person she doesn’t respond to. This is very positive for me. You guys should be like butterfly to OP. Not completely ofc but enough
Angel Gray
I feel so fat lately. I have been binge eating more and going to the gym less. I still look somewhat decent in clothes, but it is getting harder to find clothes that fit without making me look ridiculous.
Exercise is a fucking meme. Why keep hitting the gym if I look like this when compared to chads?
I am not surprised. Tineye is obv going to give me 0 results
Luis Phillips
>exercise is a meme >says the fat fuck you look like winnie the pooh bruh lmao like just start doing bodyweight exercises and running like just eat less carbs and drink more water
David Roberts
>I still look somewhat decent in clothes You look pretty fat, my man; those hands don't lie. In fact, you look outright rotund in that photo - check out that curve under your arm.
Joseph Peterson
Lmao winnie the poo lookin motherfucker
Austin Bennett
whiney the pooh
Daniel Edwards
You look fine
Ayden Morris
don't lie to him user, he deserves to know the truth
Not bait, not lying. He looks totally fine and has some class which is basically gone in this hip hop age
Henry Phillips
either bait or a hamplanet tranny, not saying he's physically disgusting but he's definitely not attractive and he looks autistic, not classy
Christian Richardson
>find yourself uninspired >then consciously continue to feed your caffeine addiction rofl
Camden Walker
trannies aren't women you aren't a woman
Joseph Bell
Have you been diagnosed with ADHD? It seems like you have dopamine problems. See a professional that knows what they are doing. If it turns out you do have ADHD stimulant medication may help you as it has countless others. ADHD people have a very hard time being successful in a neurotypically structured society.
Evan King
>girls mean what they say
Carter Sanchez
>Caffeine addiction Don't pathologise dopamine cravings. It's much more likely to be self-medication than an addiction. Caffeine isn't a drug you get addicted to in the true sense. it's very possible that op was born with a brain lacking the typical amount of dopamine receptors.
Brayden Wright
doubtful, more likely the years porn/orgasm, fast food, and video game abuse has rotted his brain out
Joseph Campbell
Having fewer dopamine receptors makes every one of those things more likely. Those things do not rot the brain. The neuroanatomy of the reward system affects those habits, not the other way around.
Oliver Long
don't use that name for schopie ever again you frigging faggot
Camden Fisher
so these threads are supposed to be cursed mirrors propagated memetically right? like those ghosts that visit angry christmas man
Joshua Nguyen
how about we locate this fucker and force feed him 15g of shrooms? lmfao. I'm honestly down for this. I'm in France, I can get to london in 4 hours.
Aiden Baker
Why I'm so addicted to posting on imageboards?
Liam Cox
>15g of shrooms
Make it 100g
Wyatt Mitchell
That's potentially a breakthrough dose. Wouldn't be very useful for anything besides extreme psychonuatics and almost certainly will make the user spun for life. Doses that high usually result in a catatonia and give the tripper almost no meditative agency, any insight would be hard to remember.
Juan Reed
>I have no passions and nothing I could talk about in depth for more than 10 minutes.
Why not talk about the shitposts you make it?
Bentley Reed
Join a union, you'll get cucked less
Aaron Peterson
Dude, here's a little tough-love: stop bitching and fucking find a passion, find a workout routine, and start counting calories. DO SOMETHING and THEN MAYBE the motivation will come.
>Why bother doing anything when people got rich investing in bitcoin or other low effort things, and Chad and Stacey get everything handed to them?
WHO GIVES A SHIT!? Barron Trump will never have to flip burgers just for being who he is, either. Life's not fair. Deal with it.
I'm starting to get the feeling that you intentionally fuck up just so you can have the joy of complaining about your miserable life.
