>woke up >drink coffee, browse internet >kind of have a mini-epiphany while shaving where I realised that I could just do productive stuff instead of agonising over everything, but it may have been temporary >got rejection email about a retailcuck interview I had last week (full time, boring as fuck) >go back to sleep at 10.30 am because I hadn't slept enough >wake up after an hour, go outside >not motivated enough to walk around >bought a bag of sweets, chocolate, and supermarket sandwiches >ate them and felt immediately full and bloated; feel too full for a fast food binge but since my real life starts tomorrow, I'm worried that I need to take advantage of today and have a final binge (but I feel so full) >currently drinking Starboocks >nothing to do
In my car I have a pseud book and an enjoyable midwit book, which I feel guilty for reading.
I'm such a bottom feeding sub-consumercuck. I am so lacking in motivation and inspiration due to a mixture of blackpill philosophy, laziness, r9k philosophy, pol philosophy, Stirner, authenticity worries, fomo, and more.
Flashback 1: My first term at university, when I was feeling sad about being an ugly loser (I didn't go to the fresher's events due to anxiety, later self-diagnosed as a rational assessment of my ugliness), and I'd read books in the library between (STEM) classes. I enjoyed reading back then. Now it feels like work. In the first term some of the books I read were huckleberry Finn, heart of the dog, Sherlock Holmes. I hated my degree from day 1. I remember I had a crush on a girl (I was pre-r9-pill) in my class who never sat with anyone but thankfully I rationally talked to her or anyone else and no one talked to me. "Everyone is friendly when university starts!" Only among normies.
Flashback 2: Taking the bus home from a summer part time job in-between university years. I browsed the internet on my phone and saw Nadal lost in Wimbledon and I was obsessing with pol over the Zimmerman trial.
How's quitting porn been working out for you, London? Still successful?
Michael Lopez
i have had to stop drinking coffee because it makes my lip skin dry. i can only have very milky cold coffee
it's very distressing, have you ever dealt with this issue?
Asher Kelly
This is not /r9k/
But it sounds as though you really should stop visiting Yea Forums - your brain sounds like its full of loser-tier trash. You should attempt to cut off the supply and find a new way to chill.
It sounds like you have money, why not subscribe to the London Review of Books? Make good writing your meat and drink. May I also recommend "You are not a Gadget" by Jaron Lanier and FFS read this damned infographic.
Not him....Then you aren't drinking it correctly. I never had chapped lips from coffee. Sometimes tea makes my mouth a bit dry but never coffee.
Lucas White
HOLY SHIT TIS IS SO INCREDIBLY BASED AND REDPILLED I feel as though I should tear my own face off and put it on the computer screen as a testament to how based this is.
Thank you for honoring us with another post londonfrog.
how on gods good earth do your paki parents indulge you with neetbux despite your obesity, unemployment, and lack of shit-together-ness
Adrian Gray
I thought you had a graduate job lined up a couple of months ago? What happened to that?
Connor Powell
how can i be drinking it wrong?
it's very strange i admit but 100% happens every time i drink coffee, and never otherwise.
Kevin Phillips
Live in london and when i read a lf thread i unconsciously behave more like him for 2-3 days
Jack Martinez
You're an addict to shallow but immediate pleasure. You isolate yourself and take pride in it, even though it makes you miserable. Try your hardest to tear yourself away from all the things you don't truly enjoy but do out of sick habit (Yea Forums), and be your most honest when speaking with others as long as it won't land you in jail. Even though it's scary, whatever happens won't be as terrifying as spending your only life depressed and alone.
Julian Sanders
Imagine thinking the life of a NEET is remotely interesting.
Nolan Anderson
It's cause you're not drinking enough water
Josiah Williams
Stop going on Yea Forums, there is a cynical survivorship bias on this site because almost no one happy and successful spends time here. Work on developing the self esteem required to deal with life’s ups and downs, and put yourself out there. You might even find that the world is kinder than you once believed. I am with you on trying to overcome a cynical attitude. I wish you the best of luck fren.
Grayson Rivera
I read this to the tune of the middle bit of A Day in the Life.
Isaiah Sullivan
I don’t understand how someone can be troubled by their own ideology. If you find yourself troubled by your r9k and pol tier opinions, then just change them. That’s what I did recently, and I’m much better for it.
Eli Peterson
bump
Adrian Phillips
> because almost no one happy and successful I think this is a meme and a tragic one for the culture here. That’s false completely, I can guarantee it :3
Andrew Robinson
Still love tranny porn
Adam Miller
Shit, OP. Shouldn't have visited the robots. When I first visited /r9k/ years ago and read threads for like half an hour I immediately realized how poisonous it would be for me to stay there. Echo chambers suck you in and this one was full of very miserable people. A very evident black hole of negative energy. I was a nihilist and slightly depressed but not at the level I was reading there. I could see my alternate future self agreeing with all that shit they were saying and I noped the fuck out of there. My rule is to never visit that place. And I've been doing pretty well at life for the past years, it's improved a lot.
Colton Morgan
Caffeine is a diuretic, and excessive consumption will dehydrate you.
