Sometimes I think of killing myself

Sometimes I think of killing myself.
Not because I feel depressed or anything, but since life has no real purpose and we will die at some point anyway.

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lmao

procreate

Then spend all your time trying to find a purpose you twat

I farted in a homeless man's face yesterday.

sometimes i think of killing myself but then i think of all the sick posts i can't do if i'm dead

lol you will be dead for eternity you fag. And it's gonna be boring as fuck

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I can relate. I started lifting and maintaining a small garden. Should be able to harvest sweet potato soon

But life is full of hardship. Sure, you can be happy for a day, maybe a week or at most a couple weeks. But no-one is happy forever, and you will face suffering at one point.
Why not prevent that by just ending it?

send me your money, life has no purpose anyway and money is just paper which will deteriorate anyway

sigh brainlet posts like this always trigger me. the value of money doesnt come from its physical properties. paper money is a bond and serves as a proxy to gauge the value of items, services and ideas.

Why is suicide your solution you dolt? It's a lazy man's excuse, there are many better solutions

Such as

Because death is the only way of getting out of the rollercoaster that is life.

"Dude just find a purpose lol"
"Just do something which makes you happy haha"

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Classic NPC response

Stop being little bitches and become productive members of society, or try to be your best self

You can get a big titty goth gf for instance, that be way better than suicide

is jim joining ISIS?

>low salary detected

money does buy happiness

>or try to be your best self
lmao ok

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Life doesn't matter desu
Life is an abnormality in the Universe and there is no meaning to it

the purpose of life is to maximise pleasure

>become productive members of society
why

nothing makes you happy? that sucks. that sounds like the definition of depression.

Maybe if you're a child or a brainlet

keep telling yourself that poorfag

money gets you better living conditions and a hotter gf, travel, peace of mind

just b urself haha

>bro, travelling and a hot girl
Brainlet

I know that feel. I feel like I live in a simulation and I wasn't programmed correctly when I see how others live.

Lol pussy. Suffering ain't shit to me. I relish the opportunity to conquer a hardship. I'm ready to die but eager to live.

just play video games

Endure. In enduring grow strong.

this really updated my journal

Did you just post this on your facebook?

play planescape torment

What if I come there and steal your gf? How would you feel? I can fuck her in front of you if you like. You'd have to pay me though. Hmm money really does buy happiness.

I'm really into it until I get into the city... Then I play for an hour and quit

just max out intelligence and power through it, it's better than most fictional books

wrong
you need to
1.max wisdom for the extra exp and dialogue options
2.max int for the dialogue options and magic shit
3.go mage
4.try to fuck the tiefling

>...
based jlingz poster is that you

I thought about it too. I didn't turn rich, wasn't born in america or europe and so it's like buying a video game with half the content being DLC's you have to buy and not having the money to do so.

Mentally ill people should be euthanized
They all want it anyway

rofl

yah that's better

also I'm not sure how up to date this is thunderpeel2001.blogspot.com/2009/01/planescape-torment-fully-modded.html

but it's what I used and it works great. just don't go above 1080p unless you have a huge ass monitor

that's like saying
>sometimes I think about breaking my lightbulb in my room. not because it doesn't work but because eventually it will not work
you are in the possession of a life, probably with more privilege than 90% of those that currently are I the possession of a life at this moment in 2019, why not just do something with it. why throw in the towel?

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Being born in America or Europe wouldn't change anything, do you think everyone in these places is rich?

No but I read it and it changes the way I type

Maybe it's time to give it another try then

But what does all that privilege mean to me if life doesn't have a purpose anyway and my consciousness will fade into nothingness eventually?
I guess religion helps some people cope with this, but I just can't really imagine an afterlife. And to be honest, I don't even want to, because the idea of eternal consciousness is even scarier than no consciousness.

based nihilist 9000 IQ poster

The other option is not existing at all, which sounds even more boring to what we have.

>people exist that unironically think there is nothing after death

>monkey iq

just get drunk dude, like literally everyone else who has the same thoughts

Take a holiday somewhere sunny for a week.

Lies. Talk of suicide kills all conversations with normies.

doubtful that afterlife is anything like being stuck coping with time and space. you try to comprehend it and rightfully get scared but it's likely nothing like what we can comprehend
there are only 2 genders :)

alcohol is a shitty way of coping

have some dubs to cheer you up

the privilege doesn't mean anything it just gives you a head start compared to mbongo in Sudan earning 1 cent per month and living in a mud shack. you're just overthinking it. why does anyone do anything? why did trump run for president when he could've just been a neet eating steaks in his comfy penthouses?

oops misread the leafs post disregard that second part

You need to stop thinking and start doing desu fren

>gypsy abhorrent posts that don't add up to anything

get a job hippie

Instead of killing yourself, live like you don't care about living or dying. The moment you start turning more spontaneous, the fun starts

>why does anyone do anything?
This is what I'm asking myself and the reason why I made the entire thread. We try to fabricate purpose in our lives in order to have something worth living for, but if you look at it objectively there is no purpose; therefore there is no reason to live.

Based Epicurus
t.haven't read Epicurus

let me make it very simple by using two phrases that are popular with the kids nowadays
“Have sex”
“kys”

>use this life destroying coping mechanism
Terrible advice

>life has no real purpose and we will die at some point anyway.

That's a reason to live a trivial life of chasing pleasure though lad.

>just don't think bro lmao
I'm convinced this is how the majority of people live, I'm not sure if I would rather be a brain dead NPC

>Nihilists! Fuck me. I mean, say what you want about the tenets of National Socialism, Dude, at least it's an ethos.

> this week Yea Forums looks at existentialism 1.01
>don't forget to like and subscribe

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think of all the new anime you'd miss

you can't objectively say "life has no purpose." your purpose is to live as long as you naturally can. just look at animals, they do anything to survive. humans on the other hand, are cursed and blessed with the ability to think like you are, to question our purpose here on earth. but you're thinking a bit too much, so much that you're paralyzing yourself (analysis paralysis). I can relate and most posters here can relate too.

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Sounds like a good way to end up homeless or in jail.

Stay strong user - there's always shitposting

I suppose you're far deeper into philosophy than anyone else here then, so just tell us your conclusion. It's probably the same bullshit of everyone else anyway, just more pretensious.

You'd be happier - simple minds leading simple lives are happy

High IQ.

KYS now. It’s really smart choice in this realm

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>just don't think and consume like everyone else bro

>create more beings who will do nothing meaningful but contemplate why they even exist

you don't need a "meaning to life" to do things. what you need to do, is do something. study aquatic engineering. build an anime figure. go on a walk. often when you become sedentary consumption machine (Netflix, Yea Forums, mindless internet browsing, porn) is when you start to have negative thoughts because you feel guilt, you feel detached from the real world and you feel like 'what's the point?'

My college's soccer complex uses little 7 year old girls as ball retrievers along the field.
And since our only soccer team is a women's team, there's not TOO many fans and people.
Since I can't apparently bring my own alcohol to the games I went to my local spot outside the field and between the railroad tracks to watch the game when I couple of fat old white dudes started walking to me and calling the local campus police - I dipped along the bush before they could get close.

I just walked into the game at half time, bought $5 of a small popcorn and got stopped and profiled by the police. Now I'm a person of interest who's been photographing all the girls.

I just wanted to drink my beer and enjoy the game, but I guess I have to play robot with the rest of fucking empties from now on. I wound up buying a $4 12oz. bottle of Powerade to help throw the scent off of me completely. My team kicked a ball out of bounds for me. It's got a bunch of girls cleats all over it... :)

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The man literally said he is going to kill himself essentially because he is bored. What more harm could possibly be done by cutting loose and having a bit of fun for once in his life? The fuck is wrong with you people?

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take shrooms

>build an anime figure

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based. I kys’ed myself years ago and have been happy ever since. Do it OP

>land of the free

Better to be dead than a retarded drug addict

dont do it OP, theres always a new day 2marrow :)

it buys not having to worry about having life's necessities. not exactly the same thing as happiness

that's not what I'm saying. you're taking the extreme of what I said, just like liberals call trump a nazi when he says to deport illegal immigrants. you can question life, but don't do it to the point where you develop a suicidal mindset by reinforcing what you're thinking because eventually it can become a self fulfilling prophecy

fun is blowing your savings on renting a supercar for a trackday experience not drinking the alcohol jew

I started thinking like OP when I was studying engineering. Why spend all those days/nights studying just to work for 40+ years?

So that you can buy things you don't really need, silly

IDK, depending on how you cope with your job it might be worth it. I'm definitely happier than before I was employed, and I fucking hated college even though I went through the whole ''party hard xDDD SO NORMAL LOL SO FUN'' shit

>you can question life, but don't do it to the point where you develop a suicidal mindset
Is such a thing even possible? I doubt it.

just smile and be happy for today

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so you won't be a bum and can afford food and shelter and contribute to society

what do you do now?

Have you tried the Marcus Aurelius meme? Never did anything for me but I know a few guys who say his writing helped them thing things through.

Our girl is getting hot

ANGELS ON THE SIDELINE
PUZZLED AND AMUSED
WHY DID FATHER GIVE THESE HUMANS FREE WILL
NOW THEY'RE ALL CONFUSED

i bet she's a sweet person to be around

She isn't dead? I thought that a hurricane from a year or two ago killed her

>contribute to society
Neck yourself

then at least take yourself out by doing something outrageous, that way you'll feel more alive in your final moments then most people do in a lifetime

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>contribute to society
What does that even mean these days - most people just work, watch tv, and possibly raise some kids

Might as well an hero.
Eight courses from completion, contemplating dropping out and suicide.
Nope.

Do it.

dailystoic.com/meditations-marcus-aurelius/

>babbies first existential crisis

im jealous of that wrist flexibility

t. brainlet

Reads like platitudes I've heard before.

I actually only remain sane because I believe I am young enough to where I can benefit from life-extension developed by advances in science, and once this is reached, you essentially can continue this in a positive feedback loop of sorts (live long enough for greater longevity advances --> get said longevity treatment --> live for the next advancement). Not only that, I am also en route to becoming at least a millionaire so that I can afford it, and possibly invest in research.
I dream of unimaginable advances in technology and science, of traversing the universe and encountering alien planets, other sentient life, and obviously perhaps other intelligent civilizations. And all this is enough motivation to keep me going.

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Well, I tried

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Dont fool yourself, this is depression user
Seek help

Like all technology that is actually useful and good for everybody, shit like that will be suppressed and hidden from regular people so I wouldn't expect it any time soon if I were you.

No meaning means freedom. So it's is your choice.

e.g., on a very basic level, universal for all employed citizens, you pay taxes that keep your nation's infrastructure well-maintained. and depending on your job, you, you directly provide for the general welfare of the country by providing medical services or food or education, to just name a few things. even a postman or trashman is vitally important

And what about people who don't "contribute"?

Good thing that I'm rather young

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Just sounds like a self-propagating system with no particular purpose

being a parasite is based

You are one retarded nigger

>But no-one is happy forever, and you will face suffering at one point.
and?
>Why not prevent that by just ending it?
To enjoy things you like by being alive.

compulsory physical labor camps 4 days a week, 10 hrs a day (with 2hr midday break) at half federal minimum wage rate. free to find alternative employment on their own time.

What sport is this?

Can jannies tell me the correlation between this thread and sports?

t. proud to be NEET scum

how's that not slavery?

>he actually thinks he's a vital part of "society"
>pay your taxes goy

did slaves get three days a week off?

I have a job you brain dead faggot. You don't contribute shit and if you died nothing would change, you are nothing.

t. proud to be a tool

yeah, some slaves even had slaves for themselves

user, it is through suffering and hardship that one experiences the greatest joys in life. Overcoming said challenges.

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sports are existential struggles by proxy

That sounds fucking grim.

the role of trashman is important, the specific individual currently performing the role is not

What if you don't enjoy anything and don't want to deal with everything else life has to offer?

suicide is a sport. the best countries are switzerland and japan. >we are getting good at this sport though

>contributing to society = paying taxes to pay for services allowing other people to pay taxes

The world ends with you.

Yeah me too, it's cringe. But it's because I have a financially irresponsible wife.